World Of Night

~ Journey Shall End Here ~

2008-08-08T19:29:00.002+08:00

This Blog Shall Be Officially Declare - Closed

Nth Personal. Close This Blog Without Any Particular Reason.
Needless To Ask Why I Close. I Own No One A Reason.

Too Much Have Happen This Week.
I Warned Others To Look After, Yet Others Ignore My Warning.
Causing Thing To Be Clear Up.

Seriously My Bio-Clock Have Gotten Damage Pretty Badly.
It Cant Define What Day And What Night.

Anyway I Cant Be Bother.
Just Wanna Be Left Alone.

Once My New Blog Created. I Will Tell Those
Who I Think Should Be Inform. Nothing More Nothing Less
My Journey Shall End Here, Await For Replacement To Continue

~酷少爷

~ Not In Mood Seriously ~

2008-08-08T02:00:00.001+08:00

Just Reach Home.
Not Really in Mood For Anything.
Moody Perhaps, Nothing Personal Anyway.

Just Leave Me Alone Here. ALONE

~酷少爷

~ Oh Well Too Bad ~

2008-08-07T05:51:00.002+08:00

Plans All Corrupted By Unexpected Situation.
Problem Foresee All Occur One By One.
So Tell Me What More Worst Can Happen.
Oh Well, Too Bad Then.
That How My Life Goes. Endless & I Mean Endless Of Problem.

Thing Just Didn't Go Well As What I Intend.
Problem Chasing Me Down.
Wanted To Break-Down, Seriously I Mean It.
I Want To Break-Down
Oh Well, Too Bad I Couldn't

Firstly, None Will Pity Me But Rather Mock At My State
Secondly, If I Breakdown, My Ally Will Fall & My Enemy Will Crush Me
Thirdly, This Seriously Won't Help The Current Problem Im Facing But Rather Adding Fuel To It.

"You Are Just Too Stress"
That What I Heard From A Lot People.
Stress, Am I?
Godfather Always Apologize To Me
Saying He Stress Me Too Much, He Add Too Much Burden On Me.
Did You?

Now Is August
3 More Month To Go Will Be Nov.
Nov Nov Nov.
Then I Will Be 18th, Isn't That Great?

So Great To Be True.

Now That I See Winston Is Suffering Similar Thing Which I Used To.
And He Reacting Like How I Used To .
Saddening
Get Over It Dude, As That What We Call LIFE.
Which Is Never Fair For People Like Us.

I Understand The Point That Sometime We Do Need To Sacrifice.
But Right Now It Make Me Wonder.
What We Sacrifice For, Is It Worthy Or Not?
Is It Fair Enough For Us To Sacrifice For Others?
When Others Don't Seem To Did The Same For Us?
We Done All This For The Sake Of Majority
To Protect Those Who We Think It Our Duty To Protect
Yet At The End Of The Day
Once They Get What They Want, What They Seek For.
We Will Be Forgotten.

To Be Forgotten Perhaps Is A Blessing As Well.
This World Just Go By A Simple Rule.
It Either You Hurt Someone Or Someone Hurt You.
Too Bad Rule Are Meant To Be Broken .
Neither Will I Hurt Anyone Nor Will Anyone Hurt Me.

Im Controlling Myself, Don't Force Me To Break Loose.
Cause Once It Loose. I Make Sure The Price To Be Pay Will Be Unaffordable For Any.

~ 酷少爷

- Never Break-Down -

2008-08-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

Just When You Thought U Could Have A Little Space Of Your Own.
A Little Freedom & Time For Your Own.
In The End You Actually Don't.

Just When You Thought You Found Someone Reliable To Handle Your Workload For A Moment
Yet In The End, That Person Can't Even Handle It For Just A Second.

Thing Are Chasing Down My Breath.
Don't Even Have That Time For A Break.
-If Life Was Like A Burning Candle Then My Life Too Was Like A Burning Candle. Just With It 2 End Burning-

Sacrifice For Others But Have Others Did The Same For Us?

~酷少爷

~ System.Out.Println "Inhuman" ~

2008-08-06T05:16:00.002+08:00

It All Begin When He Wanted To Numb Himself.
Working All Day Till Night So His Pain Was Numb.
Slowly He Started To Felt 24 Hrs Was Never Enough For Him To Complete His Job.
And So A Sickness Was Develop Within Him.
-Insomnia-
That What Commonly Known As

A Weeks Of 7 Days.
He Used Up Every Single Day Without A Waste.
Few Month Later, His Body Was Greatly Weaken To It Maximum
People Around Him Start To Told Him To Rest.
Yet Those Coding Didn't Get Into His System.
They Were Voided.

Month Ago He Was Awaken From His Numb.
To Finish Of Some Business.
But In Order To Do This, First He Must Cure His Insomnia
And He Did Succeed. He Manage To Force Himself To Sleep.
However That Happen Only When The Sun Rises.
For This He Got The Name "Vampire" By His Dear Friend Eric.

But Days Ago.
He Start To Sleep Just Like A Mortal.
Like He Used To Say Before His Hurt.
"There Nothing In This World Can't Be Accomplish, As Long As There A Will There Bound To Be A Way"
Confidence Is What He Owned And Nothing Else...

Im No God Nor Devil.
Just Inhuman, For I Have Forsaken Human Emotion.
Left No Weakness For Foe, Left No Reason To Fall.
Though I Still Yearn The Taste Of What Love.
Yet Someone Word Make Me Think Twice
"To Love Is Miserable, To Be Love Is Fortunate"
First It Quite Impossible To Love.
Secondly It Even More Impossible To Be Love.
Since I Got Neither I Don't Dream About Such Beautiful Tale.

When Help Needed I Was Summon.
Once Solve I Was Cast Away.
However For My Assistance Have A Price To Pay.
Used To Be A Cup Of Ice-Mocha. Now Rise Stake.
A Treat At TCC
Well... Not Because The Coffee There Taste Nice. Just Can't Think Of Any Better Deal To Issue

Neither Am I Handsome Nor Intelligent
Neither Am I Rich Nor Famous
Yet I Was Call Young Master.
Irony I Should Say.
There One Thing I Know.
"Be The Best Not The Rest, If You Can't Be The Best Then Jolly Well Be Nothing Than The Rest"
Because I Was Never The Best So I Choose To Be Nothing. Mr.Nothing (Sound Familiar?)
Cold-Blood, Heartless & Inhuman Young Master.
Hahaha

~酷少爷

~ Blessing Or Curse? ~

2008-08-05T03:42:00.002+08:00

Ever Wonder,
What Was The Life In Heaven Like?
Having No Trouble About Life, Whatever You Want Will Just Appear For You.
Needless To Work For Anything Just Relax Up There.
Wonderful Life Isn't It?

I Don't Think So.
Yes At The Very Beginning You Think It Wonderful.
But Look Further... You Wont Die, Able To Gain Anything You Desire.
Isn't That Pathetically Boring?

Humans Are Just So Funny.
When You Don't Get Thing You Yearn For You Try All Mean & Way.
Once You Get It In Your Hand, You Lose It The Next Moment.
Then Regret Came In... Why Didn't Cherish It The Moment You Have It?
Jealousy Follow Up,Seeing Others Get What You Unable To Or You Lose.
In The End Blame Cover The Mistake Made. Pushing Mistake To Everything But Just
Never Upon Yourself..

Well, At The Age Of 16 I Start Working.
At The Age Of 17 I Was Started To Learn More Than What I Suppose To Know For Work
By The Age Of 18 I Was Train To Become Right-Hand Man For Company.

Impressive, I Actually Gain What Others At My Age Don't Really Could.
However, Eyes Of Jealousy Was Shower Upon Me.
Others Wanted To Gain What I Have Achieved.
Well, If They Wanted It So Badly.
Take It, By All Mean
I Don't Give Any Damn Anyway.
But Think It About This. Today I Willing Give Up All My Achievement & Give Those
Who Yearn For It So Badly.
Do They Got What It Take To Handle This Position?
Always Remember, The Higher You Climb The More Difficult It Was To Breath

So Now Think About This
Was All This Achievement A Blessing Or Just Another Curse?

Haha
~少爷

-- F.O.N --

2008-08-02T05:18:00.004+08:00

Mmm... Cant Think Of Any Nice Title For This Post
THEREFORE

I Decided To Name It F.O.N

Hahaha
Well Wake Up Around 8pm And Just Reach Home Hours Ago...
Around 10pm Went To Office..
WHY?
Simple When There To Do Simple Praying
To The "Hao Xiong Di"

Well
After That Discuss Abt Work Stuff
Later Went With Godfather & Queenie Sis To The Usual Roti-Prata Shop
Unfortunately
Queenie Sis Need To Go With Trina To Some Place Settle Prob..
Well Problem Sum Lah
Anyway Me And Godfather Relax Eating There
After That Thinking That Problem There Might Be BIG
So We Went Down
When Reach They Alr Left Saying It Settle...
STUPID.F
Haix...
So Back Home
Lol

I Ask My Godfather How Will Live Be
He See... And Say The Same As Those Fortune-Teller
LOL

Unbelievable
Well If That The Case So Be It...
The Title Of Emo-King...
MMM
God.Dad Since U Like It So Much
U Can Take That Away From Me...
I Wont Be Needing It Anyway
I Have Better Title Then That
WAH HAHA

Godfather, God-Brothers.
Find One Day We Go Out Enjoy.
Drink Coffee Perhaps?
Watch Movie Otherwise?
Hahaha

So Long To Gather As A Family.
May God Blast Us All! Oopsy...
I Mean Bless Us All
Well Gonna Work L8r At Mustafa.
Haix...

~少爷

~ Chinese 7th Month ~

2008-08-01T03:42:00.002+08:00

Today Is Chinese 1st Day Of 7th Month.

Sry To Say If You Think Im A Superstitious Person
Then Suit Yourself...

Here To Urge Those Who I Care And Concern...
Everyday Before Leaving Your Hse... If Can
PLS!
Pray And Worship Your God At Home

Dun Stay Outside Till Wee Hours
When You Felt Afraid... Never Let Fear Took Over You
Whereas Pray To Whatever You Believe And Have Faith In...

See Strange Phenomenon
Do Not Be Curious And Check It Out...
Dun Pay Attention To That....

Pray Hard And Have Faith ...
It Always Better To Play Safe Then Sorry Later...

When You Have Faith In God, God Power Will Be Greater Then Those Evil Temptation

Do Not Be Afraid When You Did Nothing That You Are Guilty Of...
When You Have A Clear & Pure Soul, You Will Be Protected By Aura Of Light That No Darkness Can Engulf

Remember, "Pray With Faith & Your Be Safe"

~吴镇光少爷　

~ 乱乱唱 ~

2008-07-31T05:56:00.002+08:00

小小巷变了多少
小时针走了多少, 孩子长大多少
好象忘了小时候的自己还不知道

下课玩闹, 上课睡觉, 老师讲啥不知道
考试的小抄, 作弊的纸条
坏坏的笑老师没我招高那么骄傲
邻桌女生的示好让我脸红心也跳

乱乱唱唱我们的歌
风再大我们都在这儿
最爱棒棒糖的味道
我们是快乐的吧

乱乱唱唱我们的歌
雨再大我们还在这儿
最爱橘子水的味道
我们是幸福的吧

~ 少爷

~ A Gift The Symbolize The God-Family Honor ~

2008-07-30T00:52:00.002+08:00

Finally I Meet With My Godfather
After His Around Taiwan In 8 Days....
Well, He Brought Alot Of Weird Weird Snack...

Mmm... Taste A Few...
NOT BAD~~~~~~~~
Hehe

Stunning He Brought Me A Gift From Taiwan...
He Know Im A Ring Collector...
As Every Ring Wear By Me Got A Story Behind

Well Ta-Da
He Brought Me A Ring...
It Was Made By Stone, Polish Into A Ring...
Hehehe
From Today.
Other Then The 2 Rings I Alr Wearing Which Symbolize My Bachelor Statue...
I Will Wear One More...
Which Symbolize The Honor Of The God-Family...

Thank God-Dad For Your Gift...

Wahahahaha

Well Must Start Taking Care Of My Body And Health For Sure...
Becuz Not Only My Friends Around Me Start Pin-Point Me On This Issue...
Even Old Man Too (O.O)!
(T.T) Saddening Lah
Sth Say By Him Make Me ROFL(^^)
He Say He Will Find Me A Wife... Who Will Obey And Take Care Of Me...
ERM... Thank For The Kindness But No Thank... Seriously...
First, Im Not Ready For Any Marriage
Second, Obey Me??? Long Term Wise It Will Bore Me To Death...I Rather Go Find Someone Who Like To Argue With Me
At Least Life That Way Is More Entertaining
Third, I Prefer Local BTW...
LOL

Hahahahahahaha

Then Today I Told Eric This, Hope To Share With Everyone Reading This Blog
"性爱与真爱的分别在于，性爱是为了短暂的快感而真爱是为了一生的快乐“
So Why Go For Sth Short Term And Not Long Term Leh???

Haha
Anyway That Statement Was Just Random.. Yet I Believe In It...
Because It Created By HOLY ME (^^)

Hehe

~ 少爷

~ You Who Make Me Who I Am Today ~

2008-07-29T04:38:00.002+08:00

Finally My Godfather Have Return From His Taiwan Trip.
Wonder Is It A Fun Experience For Him...

Though Hours Ago, And I Mean Really HOURS! Ago He Call And Have A Little Chat With Me..
He Told Me That In Future I Will Look Down On Him..
As He No Longer That Person I Knew...

Well Unfortunately G.Dad
Im Not The Person Who Turn Over The Rice-Bowl When I Finish My Meal...

No Matter What Happen...
After All You Are The One Who Teach Me To Be Who I Am Today...
You Show Me How Cruel And Realistic This World Can Be
You Teach Me How To Survive This Pathetic World We Are In
It Was You Who Created The Zack That None Could Ever...
During My Fallen Era... If You Are Not There... Guess I Will Really Continue Those Un-Meaningful Life
Numb My Senses...

Well Though Awakening Is Painful For Me...
Yet I Decided To Awake
Figure Out It Might Be You Behind Causing Someone To Disturb My Sleep...
Yet I Think It Time For Me To Return...

Now That You Say Sorry To Me...
Because You Who Was Behind Waking Me Up...
Are Going To Be Runaway...

Well Needless To Apologize...
Sooner Or Later I Have To Awake Anyway...
Just Bringing Forward My Awakening...
You Also Say That...
If It Wasn't You My LIfe As Teenager Could Be Much More Happier...
Well...
Perhaps So.. But Still Think Abt This
I Who Don't Really Have Much Friends Around Me..
How Much Can My Teenage Life Be??

Hours Later I Have A Presentation
Supposing To Be In Grp... Too BAD
I Didnt Have Any...
The Presentation Shall Be Done By Me Alone...
Well Guess It Better This Way, Wont Be Drag Down By Others...

I Walk The Path Alone And Arrive To This World..
So Shall I Walk The Journey Alone And To The Next.

To Be Frank
I Trust No One
Not Even Myself

If Humanity Was Say To Be God Creation
I Rather Think.. Humanity Was Creation Of Both God & Devil...
Sight, Hearing, Sense, Smell, Taste...
Above 5 Senses Were Devil Creation To Corrupt Wad God Create For Mankind
Our Heart...
Rely On 5 Senses I Rather Rely On My Heart..
As The Heart See The Truth, Hear The Truth, Sense The Real.

Believe Me, Whatever Happen I Never Look Down On You

Need Not Felt Guilty For What I Am
Have Become A Cold-Blood Person...

Just Keep The Promise You Make To Me...

Now It Make Me Wonder, How Would My Future Be Like
Mmm...
Pathetic Shall Be The Word Then

Hahahaha

~ 少爷

~ A Week Of Battle ~

2008-07-28T00:20:00.002+08:00

Finally Overcome A Tiring & Tough Week...

Company Deployment Can Be Say To Be A Success Yet Not So.
Though Quite A Num Of Promoters Play Punk
But Still Manage To Get It Solve And Done

Well
Went Down To Two Of The Outlets Today
and Survey the Sale There...
I Would Say It A Good Week For That Two Outlet..

Why Bother To Go Down Personally?
I Figure Out That In Order To Make Sure Promoters Not To Be Too Grumbly
I Gonna Make My Own Trip There And Understand The Situation Face By Them..
Only Then I Could Satisfies Their Desire And Also Request.
Tough Job Huh..
Quite Bah

Finally I Did Get Some Slp Last Night
From 4am Till 4pm

Well Still Felt Tiring Though
But Guess Able To Handle It
As This Is What I Have Been Train For.
Handle Thing That Normal Human Cant...
Solve Uprising Prob That None Could...

Alot Outsider Think
Im My Job Was An Easy One...
Think I Earn Alot
Woah... Too Bad I Didnt...
One Thing They Thought I Always Put Myself To The Best Outlet
But None Know
I Actually Give Them The Priority To Have Those Outlet And Locate Myself To Those Outlet
None Wanna Go

Believe Not
Is Aint My Prob
My Job Is Just Make Sure Everyone Get To Earn
And Every Outlet Is Fill With Our Promoters
Other Then That Is None Of My Business

"God Power Rely On The Faith Of Humanity, Devil Power Feed On The Desire Of Humanity Yet Human Strength Is Base On Their Own Will"
This Statement Just Show Me That... Both God & Devil Needed Us Whereas We Need Not Rely On Them...

I Still Believe In God Existence
But Yet I Believe More In Human
Though Human Always Lie Among Themselves
Hurting One And The Others

Still I Believe In Them...
Guess I Alr Know How My Future Will Be Like
Pathetic Is The Word To Desrcript My Future I Believe So
Hopefully Im Wrong

I Own Nth But This Fragile Body Of Myself

When One Eyes Contain Both Darkness And Light ...
In His Eyes The World Is Just In The Shade Of Grey...
Have Been Spending Most Of My Life Looking For A Definition To My Life
However Im Yet Close To Any..
Perhaps My Life Have No Definition To It...
If That The Case It Might Be A Good Thing
At Least Im Not Tie Down By Those
And Live Much More Freely Then Others

God Have No Name Because He Who Create Us Doesn't Wish To Be Known
And Perhaps I Don't Wish To Be Known Either

~ 少爷

~ Okay Okay I Slp Dun Say Im Stubborn ~

2008-07-27T03:29:00.003+08:00

Okay Here

As Request... So I Shall Blog In English Again...

Hahaha

Why Chinese & Not English..

Becuz Simple Im Much Better Using Chinese That All

Furthermore This Is Call "Creative"

However I Have To Blog In English

Before Some Lazy-Pig Refuse To Read My Blog >.<

So Saddening

Rather To Say It Tough To Read Chinese

I Would Think IT BECAUSE YOU ARE LAZY >.< !!!!!!!

Wah Hahaha

Tiring Week I Should Say

Mmm...

Okay Okay...

I Shall Slp For Tonight....

Stop Saying Im Stubborn...

>.<

Im Not Stubborn Okay... Im Just Been A Responsible BoiBoi Here

Okay Perhaps A Little Little Stubborn.

BUT JUST BY A LITTLE >< !!!!!!!

Understand? By A Little...

Well So Tonight Shall Be A Good Boy And Retire On My Bed

Heh

Well So Long For Today

Going Retire To My Long Missed Dearly...... BED!

Woooooh!!!!!!!

~固执少爷 ^^

~ 沉默的夜 ~

2008-07-26T23:49:00.002+08:00

沉默不闻，是我的天赋也是我的诅咒。

平日我的话并不多。

也不擅长沟通。

自能通过文字表达自己

独来独往，走在大街

望着夜晚的星空

都快十八了，却一事无成

目标都没有，确实有一点点的失败。

每日，工作，工作最后还是工作。

忙忙碌碌过一生。

现在虽说，我能承受一般人无法的压力

有应付突如其来的问题

但是呢。。。

还是对自己有所怀疑。

似乎自己的能力还是有缺陷

好像还少了些什么是的。

现在的我

就好比一个一身本领的人

但不会善加利用我所拥有的本能

在加上自己对自己的能力有所疑问。

缺了什么？

冻结自己的"心"

为了就是成为零弱点的我

为何还是觉得自己仍然有一个明显致命弱点。

Mmm....

如黑夜般，沉默

~少爷
册

~ 累累累累累累 ~

2008-07-25T14:09:00.002+08:00

不知我是失眠还是身体已经与常人不同。

日月颠倒的作息。

白天我只能靠咖啡来提神。

白天过多的咖啡令我晚上睡不了

如果现在我两脚一升，死翘翘。

我一定会笑着走。因为我终于可以睡久久，不被打扰

每天放学，就去公司做工。

在公司做的，就是安排人去工作

没人要做时我就得头痛！！！

很多人认为我做的这些赚很多。

讲真的，做这些事。我一分都没赚。

和他人一样我必须去卖相机才有工资

不然我是喝西北风的。

很多人都说我笨

没钱的工也做，但给我选。

我宁愿不拿一分钱。

为什么？

原因很简单。

拿了钱，责任就会被加重。

因为那就成为你的工作与责任

不拿钱，就等于你只是帮忙。

责任自然就不完全在你身上。

我也清楚明白，我还没到那程度去赚这钱。

因为我比较喜欢做个 Free-Lance Deployer...

自由自在。

可是这还是很累人。

今天我在图书馆睡了 1 个钟。

因为感到冷，我跑到学校附近的组屋楼下睡。

很遗憾，我累垮的样子被人撞见。

不好意思~

不是故意不理睬你，只是我累到看不清物体没认出你。

我的眼睛可能有问题。

每当我睡醒时，我的眼睛望远处物体时。

总是模糊不清，不过10分钟后

慢慢会正常化。

Mmm...

可能老化了

得了老花眼。。。

哈哈哈哈！

~ 好累少爷

~ 好冷喔！！！ ~

2008-07-25T05:03:00.005+08:00

现在是早上 0500

本少爷还未睡。。。

呵呵呵

虽然有人叫我早点睡

但我却没照办 O .o

Woooooo......

没错啊。早晨0500 睡也是早睡嘛。

哈哈哈

好冷喔！

没人娱乐我，我没办法。只好自我娱乐

呵呵呵

听着Vae的歌。

对着电脑发呆。

Oh No. 很快我不就的了年轻发呆症？

Mmm...

很高的机会喔！

发呆发呆*

"我弹着钢琴，唱着歌。"

~无聊的少爷

~ 自古英雄难过情关 ~

2008-07-24T21:29:00.002+08:00

老的今天问我

从古至今，那位英雄曾过得了美人关？

Mmm...

想都没想我答：无

没错，从古帝王，英雄

都因女子而毁灭自己的江山

这点我非常明白

而我自认我也过不了

但那是过去的我。

哈哈哈

现在的我是冰冷，冷血的

不然我的酷少爷之名从何而来？

LOL

D-Force Mr.酷

不是乱盖的

~少爷

~ D-force Mr 酷 ~

2008-07-23T02:03:00.002+08:00

又有新的 Title 了！！！

这次不是他人给的。是老的给我的

就是 Dforce 的 Mr.酷

原因何在？

简单。

因为我在公司，总是默默做我该做的

话又不多，静静的在一边

老的就说我很冷酷。

因此我就被封 Dforce Mr 酷！

此酷

是代表我冷酷无情！

无情是应为我面无表情。T.T

也代表我冷血动物。

真不知这是好还是坏

摇头* >.<

为什么我这么多 Title 的？

我很好奇 @.@

~酷少爷

~ 我被偷拍!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~

2008-07-22T03:16:00.005+08:00

Argh....

礼拜五的一个夜晚，我与大哥跟义父

享用宵夜。

就在我不知情的情况下，我发现大哥举动怪异

结果原来他偷偷拍了我的照片。

该死的。没经过本少爷的同意下拍我。

真是找死！

此仇不报，非君子

呵呵呵！

今天，学校方面没什么特别的

无聊死了！

放学后，去高文的新往茶餐厅

与我的大哥和俊杰

享用晚餐，可能是无聊过了头

我一直跟侍应生开玩笑。

鸳鸯一杯，要鸳不要鸯

哈哈哈

我很坏对吗？

还好啦没那么糟糕吧！

哈哈

~少爷

~ 试问有几人了解少爷 ~

2008-07-21T02:27:00.003+08:00

人生一大快事，就是能与了解自己的友人谈心

本少爷

现在有一个疑问，你们到底了解我多少？

是了解我的表面呢？还是了解我的内心？

Mmm...

好好奇喔~~~

我越来越没知觉了。

不甘我的事，我实在没兴趣

人生越来越没乐趣。。。

日常的行程，上学就放学放学就公司公司就回家

日复一日，年复一年

如机器人般的活着。但我真的变机器化了吗？

还是我一向来都不正常。

可能有一点吧！

也许我这辈子是不会被了解的

因为我是个不被解开的谜！！！

~少爷

* 诸葛亮与司马懿混合体 "毒死人" 少爷 *

2008-07-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

被我大哥 Jia Rui 称为诸葛亮与司马懿的结合体
名为：毒死人
我真不知该悲哀还是欢喜...
但总比他的打死人好多了...

哈哈哈
老实说我不喜欢打仗，但有时乱世
不是人可阻止的。
天下之事，合久必分分久必合
现在乱世以成，各路豪杰也跟着崛起

市场已成了战场，唯独强者能统一
我方现有内乱还要应付外来的侵越
咳！
烦啊！

从前我只想普普通通，过一生
但自从我认识我的恩师也是我的义父
我学了很多也了解很多我从没想要了解的是是非非
旁人的眼里，义父对我最严
对我最凶最不公平
比起我的两位哥哥，我是可怜的
但我学到的却是最多的
可惜啊！
我虽熟读兵法但我却不会利用这优势
一身武艺却无用武之处。

其实过去我一直沉睡于悲伤
也是无意间拥有了这些没想过的能力
如诸葛亮一样
我的义父请我三次，我才从睡眠里醒来

当我发现身处于乱世时，其实我很想回去沉睡的
但我想是时候，我将我所学的发挥出来
现在义父不在，我跟从另一个师父学习
怎样利用我的天赋

我这辈子注定是为他人
这次也不例外，何时我才会为自己呢？
此次醒来是为了公司
我认为我方应先清除内患才可与外乱斗
而我们近来也实施了一些政策
可以说蛮成功的

我不喜欢争取，我比较喜欢智取
那才有乐趣
我平常静不出声不代表我不食人间烟火
我只是懒得管天下事罢了

当我觉醒时，我那可怕的杀气
已经跟着我身边了
但与往常有一点不一样
没有人可以真正了解我
有如无形的水，我的思绪是无常的

也因这
我被称为毒死人
哈哈哈

~少爷

~ Dream So Sweet Yet Never Will Come True ~

2008-07-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Early In The Morning
Wao Alot Call Here & There
So Many Prob Today... Haha But Like What I Told No Life
Problem To Me = No Problem...

Ping Ping An An Settle Every Prob
Whew... -_-'''

Today In The Morning I Had A Sweetest Dream Ever
However After It Is Still A Dream...
I Still Will Have To Wake Up
Though Abit Sad It Was Dream Yet Im Truly Grateful For It
At Least It Allow Me To Find Back Sth
For A Moment... Im Glad Enough For That
Return Reality I Know It Can Never Happen So... Cant Blame Anyone Anyway

Work At Mustafa Today...
Tmr Will Be Working No Where
Hahaha
Well Today Some Customer Compare Canon With Nikon SLR...
As Usual I Never Fail To Defeat Canon...
Customer Trust My Word And Decided To Go For Nikon Instead

Consider Im Lucky Then...
Compare To Others At My Age
I Alr Gain Something They Wish Yet Couldn't Fulfill At My Age
To Manage A Group Working Is One Of The Ability I Gain
Yup... I Did Achieve And Learn Alot....
But The Price For All This Was Un-Affordable To Alot At My Age..
Consider Im Diff.. In-Human Bah
Im Able To Pay The Consequences And Price
In Trade Of All These
Sacrific Had To Make I Should Admit
Time, Feeling & Emotion
I Have Trade Them Off And These Are Just The The Basic
There Still More

Hahaha
To Be Able To Gain Sth Not Everyone Able To
To Acheive Thing That Not Everyone Able To
It Make Me Realise One Thing
Im Content With Whatever I Gain
Yet I Cant Share This Joy With Anyone
As Im Always Du Lai Du Wang

Ever Imagine
When U Achieve Your Goals & Targets In Life
Who You Ever Want To Celebrate Or Share The Joy With???

I Nv Did That Kind Of Thinking

I Really Feel Im Emotionless...
Whatever Shocking News Reach To Me...
I Would Like To React Shocking But Still I Could Nv

I Neither Good-Looking Nor Rich
Neither Could I Provide Promising Future
Nor Could I Be Rely On
Mmm...
What Is Future To Me?
Does One Present Tell One About His/Her Future?
I Wonder.
If That The Case... My Future Will Be Quite Pathetic
I Nv Did Once Believe Fortune-Teller...
Becuz If Future Can Be Foresee
Then Life Will Be Boring Without Excitment
Future Huh!
Hahahahaha...

长安一片月家乡百十猿既非东方朔谁愿做神仙

~少爷

~ Cut Cut Cut ~

2008-07-18T03:19:00.002+08:00

Today After Sch...
Rush Down To Have A Hair Cut...
As Im Rushing To Office After That =P

As Usual Went In Straighten Fringe And Then
"Auntie Use Ur Creative Bah"
LOL Im Lazy To Design My Own Hairstyle

LOL
Anyway After Straigten I Realise My Fringe Is So Long
That It Can Cover One Side Of My Eyes
"Auntie Leave The Fringe Alone... Gt Gan Qing With It Cant Bear To Cut"

And Then After Everything I Head To Office...
Well
After Working
I Went Down To Pub With Some Colleuge
As My God-Daddy Is Goin Taiwan So We Decide To
Open Fare-Well Party For Him...
But In The End 5 Of Us Each Drank One Bottle
Play Few Round Of Pool...
Then Too Tired...
Everyone Go Home
._. Well No Mood To Drink So We All No Mood Lor

Finally After So Long
My Fringe Can Cover My Eye Leh
So Proud Of It ^_^
HEEXHEEX

~少爷

~ 伤声 ~

2008-07-17T01:27:00.002+08:00

曲：伤声
唱：Vae
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是否以沉寂太多时刻
整夜展转反彻
看不清的现实已经把我双眼闭合
脑中不段想着时间应该怎样经过
因为抵触这种感觉失去总是太多
没人对我说谁会应为我而微笑
我张开双手想紧握希望最后只有失望
信念与现实的冲撞让我遍体鳞伤
感情背后的伪装知道不再提到
还是默默放弃继续这样
再也不提谁会感到忧伤
挥舞的双手有原因的借口
说出了口你还是转身要走
电话里的歌声打动不了心声
想的想的想的太多眼泪一滴都不剩
还只能继续掩饰心声
我带上耳机调大音量听着忧伤歌声

你知不知道我默默再祈祷
有一天你会回到我怀抱
你听不听到忧伤的歌声
始终在我耳边轻轻萦绕

我说我理解不了你给我的这种微笑
让我在无时无刻都在期盼你的怀抱
也许再也不会一起做在海盗船上
也许再也不会听见你在恐怖屋大声叫
那时的感觉真的很奇妙
我不希望因为时间而会把她遗忘
你想想象中的我不是这样
最后那天我看着你你对我笑
DEPP FEEL你能听懂我在想
想象着一切假设的可能防止又受伤
但是认识时间不长你又怎能理解
这段时间用尽心血所做的一切
为了一个答案追到海角天边
EVER DAY我都在等待那一天
但是时间过的太慢年龄永远不会变
留给我的只是一个残缺的怀念

你知不知道我默默再祈祷
有一天你会回到我怀抱
你听不听到忧伤的歌声
始终在我耳边轻轻萦绕

你让我怎样讲
怎样听怎样说也不知道
只是这样并不能够把过去遗忘
如果说是受伤我能感觉这是一种需要
听着这首歌此刻你的心里会是怎样
嘴里说你知道心里感觉不到
内心虽然忧伤表面依然如往惆怅
忧伤的歌声说不出什么华丽辞藻
听着这首歌此刻你的心里会是怎样

你知不知道我默默再祈祷
有一天你会回到我怀抱
你听不听到忧伤的歌声
始终在我耳边轻轻萦绕
你知不知道我默默再祈祷
有一天你会回到我怀抱
你听不听到忧伤的歌声
始终在我耳边轻轻萦绕
----------------------------------------
Alot Ppl Cant Believe I Can Listen Music Whole Night
Dun Sleep...
Well Believe It My Friends
I Can Listen Song Whole Night Dun Slp...

I Have Insonmia ...
Alot Ppl Tell Me... Zg
You Look Sick... Your Eyes Look Swollen...
O.O
I Cant See The Diff...
Really I Cant See A Diff...
Well Ytd I Nv Slp For Whole Day

Now At This Very Moment
I Still Dun Feel Tired...
Seriously, I Dun Feel Tired At All...

Maybe... Im No Longer Human
Haix...If That Really Case Then.... TOO SAD (T.T)

Well Goin Listen To VAE Song Whole Night Till Next Morning
Hopefully Able To Find More Of His Song And DL

~少爷

~ 情侣装 ~

2008-07-16T19:50:00.004+08:00

曲：情侣装
唱：Vae
-------------------------------------
听说幸福很简单
简单到时间一冲就冲淡
曾经的海枯又石烂
抵不过你最后一句
好聚好散
能不能当成彩排
行同陌路的结局真伤感
如今破镜难重圆
爱情这场比赛
认输好难
不是穿上情侣装就可以装情侣
不是小心翼翼就能重演这场电影
我会不会坚强
会不会颓唐
只留寂寞陪我说说话
不是穿上情侣装就可以装情侣
不是模仿你的习惯就能离你更近
太坚强是软弱
太颓唐是折磨
我该怎么整理你给过的温柔

不是穿上情侣装就可以装情侣
不是天下有情人最后都能在一起
太近了不自由
太远了渐忘记
保持一个距离最要紧

不是穿上情侣装就可以装情侣
不是模仿你的习惯就能离你更近
太坚强是软弱
太颓唐是折磨
我该怎么整理你给过的温柔
我该怎么整理
------------------------------------
Time Check Goin 8pm Soon
For He Is Back At Office Working Again
Sleepless Night & YoungMaster Just Took A 15min Rest
Well Within One Day Posted 3 Posts

With 3 Diff Lyrics That Tell Story
Nice Lyrics I Should Say Really Nice

~ 少爷

~ 飞蛾 ~

2008-07-16T06:50:00.002+08:00

曲：飞蛾
唱：VAE
----------------------------------------
万家灯火看得太多
只会更寂寞
听说失恋可以愈合
我的痛谁又晓得
爱情只剩灰色泡沫
可以溶掉我
是不是得到的越多
反而就会更难过
画面定格了
心痛了碎了
我们的快乐被你推翻了
世界剩我一个
我想你也不会再来找我
我爱你像飞蛾扑火
得不到什么
爱情在风中凋落
也许爱是伟大的
我是卑微的
你是不适合我的
我爱你像飞蛾扑火
得不到什么
是我错误的选择
也许一个人比较适合
我弹着钢琴唱着歌
胸口却依然在疼着
也许弹着弹着
唱着唱着
-----------------------------------------
Time Check Again, Going 7am Soon...
Young Master Insonmia Was Confirm
Reach Home Around 3am Plus
Well, During The Interval Wad Did I Do Then...

Mmm....
Well Download Song Lor
Gt To Know An Artist By The Name "VAE"
Never Heard Of Artist Hahaha
Decided To Give It A Try Of His Song
Well It Nice, Really Nice...
I Seriously Addicted To His Melodious Music

Btw Though His Name Is VAE But He Is A Chinese Singer
:P Hahaha
Thumb Up For VAE
His Song Really Touches Me
His Song Is Not Very Emo
Yet The Melodious Tune 打动我
Hahaha
Well Unexpected By This Unknown Singer
The Feeling Is Like 哥伦比亚发现新大陆
Well Guess I Have To Stay Awake Until Time To Sch
Shall The Music Accompany The Insonmia 少爷

~少爷

~ 玫瑰花葬礼 ~

2008-07-16T00:48:00.004+08:00

曲：玫瑰花葬礼
唱：VAE
---------------------------------
离开你一百个星期
我回到了这里寻找
我们爱过的证据
没有人愿意提起玫瑰花它的过去
今天这里的主题我把它叫作回忆
我知道爱情这东西它没什么道理
过去我和你在一起
是我太叛逆
现在只剩我自己
偷偷的想你

玫瑰花的葬礼
埋葬关于你的回忆
感觉双手麻痹不能自已
已拉不住你
真的好美丽
那天的烟花雨
我说要娶穿碎花洋裙的你
玫瑰花的葬礼
埋葬深深爱着的你
残朵停止呼吸渗入大地
没人会注意一片小雨滴
陪着我等天明我用这最后一分钟
怀念你

我在夜幕笼罩的天桥上潜行
每一级阶梯都留着你我昔日印迹
温存迷醉吵闹清醒都还在我的脚
畔兜转不清没来得及把蓝色玫瑰递给你
爱就象是一场雨
已经离我而去
你说过太过鲜艳的爱情
终将凋零

总是回想过去埋怨我自己
总是不经意间想起了你
现在的你已经太遥不可及
只能留在我记忆

玫瑰花的葬礼
埋葬关于你的回忆
感觉双手麻痹不能自已
已拉不住你
真的好美丽
那天的烟花雨
我说要娶穿碎花洋裙的你
玫瑰花的葬礼
我用这最后一分钟
-------------------------------------

Time Check.... Nearly 1am In The Morning
Insonmia Young Master Is Still Awake
Listening To A Song So Beautiful Written
Melodious Tune, Playing In By His Side...

This Hour Young Master Aint At His Home
In His Room..
He At Office Working

~少爷

~ Dead Beat ~

2008-07-14T03:13:00.002+08:00

Early In The Morning Open My Eyes
Look At The Clock... Woah
10am

Believe I Shouldnt Be Late For Work
Take My Time Slowly Bath And Took A Cab Down To Parkway
Working With Winston My Second Bro...
Anyway I Was Very Nuan There...
At The End Of The Day I Still Got Quite A Stack Of Warranty

Well Me & Winston Talk Alot Today
Ya So Good To Have A Chat With Him
Since It Decade Ago We Chat For So Long
He Know Sat Night I Had Insonmia
And He Come Out With Cure For Me...
Thank Dude I Appreciate That But Nah... Im Not Goin To Use That Cure

After Work Head Home
When I Alight... Old Man Call... Teach Me Alot Thing
Well I Learn Alot Today
After That Eric Call...
Ask Me Meet Him And JR
Well First Time Eric Jio... Go Lor...
Went To Coffee Shop Drink TEA
I Had My Dinner There... When I Say Im Goin
They Make Me Stay Back... Went To Hongkong Cafe...
Eric Had His Toast Bread...
Once Again I Order TEA again....
After Finish My Tea I Want To Go Home...
Then They Hold Me Back Again...
Once Again I Order Another TEA Again........
3 Cup Of TEA... I Almost Vomit Out Everything Within Me
AND THIS MEAN GONE CASE!
Im Going To Insonmia Another Day...
This Time Is Thank To JR And Eric

Haix
Really Dead Beat But Seriously I Really Cant Fall Aslp
Mentally Tired Yet Physically Im Not
Oh Gosh
INSONMIA, Not Goin To Be Cure So Easily As What I Think It Could Be

Anyway Nothing Exciting Happen In My Life
Still As Bored Haix..
~少爷

~ 13th July A Day Where Zack Was Fully Awaken ~

2008-07-13T01:10:00.003+08:00

Today 13 Of July...
A Day Where I, Zack Wu Zhen Guang
Declare My Awaken, My Return From The Darkness I Hide Within

First Im Sorry To Hide For So Long...
To Fallen For So Long That I Didnt Care Ppl Around Me
Given Up Myself For So Long...
Neglect The Way I Used To Be For So Long...

Tzewei
Do You Think Im A Fool?
You Actually Dun Need Me Promise You Anything Other Than This...
This Is Actually Wad You Wanted From Me...

You Actually Wanted Me To Awake Myself...
What You Wanted So Badly Is Nothing But Me Picking Up Myself Again
Dun You?

You Want To See The Zack Who He Used To Be...
That Zack Whos Eyes Is Fill With
Neither Sorrow Nor Pain
But Confidence...
The Zack Who Never Fail Because Of His Confidence...
This Is What You Actually Wanted...

Well Again... Yan Shan You Were Right
We Do Have The Right Not To Pick Up Confidence To Continue Life...
But I Should Say...
What The Point When You Know The Prob And Not Solving It?
My Friend... Prob Are There Meant To Be Solve
And Not Neglect As A Pain In The Future...

Jia Rui My Bro...
Sry For Me Been So Lazy And Throw Every Respondsible To You
Well It Time For Me To Return...
Thank For Taking Care Of My Duty When Im Not Able To Do So...
Well Bro... I Know Like Me You Regret For Not Cherishing Melody...
I Believe One Day You 2 Will Be Together..
4 Year Ago, Yours Story With Her End
4 Year Later Fate Brought The Story Back...
Now Though The Story End... But Believe Me...
If Fate Really Meant For This... You 2 Will Be Together...
Hopefully The Next Time The Story Will Be A Happy One

Winston My Second Bro...
Sry For Neglecting You Most Of The Time I Believe...
Not Able To At Least Be With You When U Are Down...
Well... My Bro... Now That You Have Found Your New Happiness
My Advice
No Matter What Will Happen In The Future...
You Must Go For It...
At Least In The End You Know You Have Done Well

Daniel My God-Father
Sry For Slping For So Bloody Long
Make You Worry Most Of The Time...
Well Dad... I Just Hope In The Future You Wont Dis-owned Us
Your God-Sons So Easily
You Know This Very Well...
None Of Us Will Leave... We, As Your God-Sons Felt Proud To Have A God-Father
Like You...
And We Will Stay Until The Day U Left This World...

I Used To Have Alot TITLE...
Emo King, Emotionless God etc etc
Well But Now I Only Have One TITLE left With Me
It None Other Than The Title : 少爷

My Sword That I Neglect For So Long Have A Name For It
My Sword Is Call: Confident
And I Have Pick It Up And Slash Open The Future Call: Hope

Mark This Day My Friend.... 13 Of July...
The Day Where I Return From The Abyss

Sorry Heaven, It Time To Return My Fate & My Destiny
Neither Heaven Nor Earth
Hold My Fate & Destiny
From Now I Choose The Path My Own And Die The Way I Think Suit Me Best Of All

Have Faith And Believe
My Strenght And Power To Open Up The Future
Of Mine Own

~ 少爷

~ Reflect Reflection ~

2008-07-12T19:12:00.002+08:00

Every Morning When One Wake He/She Will Went In Front Of
A Mirror Brush Their Teeth Wash Their Face...

Within The Mirror They See Themselves
Which Mean The First Person One Would Really See Is ThemSelves

Well Today I Wake Up Around 5pm
Last Night Slp At 3am....

14 Hour Of Slp...
Well Ytd Went To "K" With My God-Dad...
Since He Goin For A Tour Soon..
I Go K Song With Him Ytd...
LOL

God-Dad Sry... Becuz Personal Reason..
I Cant Drink That Much...
So I "Keng" Ended I Only Drink 1.5 bottle

For My First Time... I Was Di Siao At That Pub
One Waitress Saw My Right Hand With A Ring...
Ask..."Hey You Marry Ar, Not Bad Huh So Early Marry Liao."

Well didnt Know How Should I Ans...
Becuz When That Ring Was Mention... I Look At It...
For A Moment I Wanna Say...
Does That Bother You Bitch?

Well In The End I Did Not Talk Much With Her Just Smile.. And Nod My Head...
I Really Gonna Say Im Good In Escape Drinking...
For The Whole 4 Hour.... U May Think I Have Drink Alot Bottle
But Truth Is It Just The Same Old Bottle...
LOL
4 Hour 1 Bottle..
Play Pool With My God-Dad...
1st Strike... I Score In The Black Ball
-.-
I Was Weak....

Haix...
Yup Enjoyable Night Yet Not Quite Enjoyable Too

~少爷

~ Fall For You ~

2008-07-11T01:54:00.002+08:00

Title: Fall For You
Artist: Secondhand Serenade
-----------------------------------------------------
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you
I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but
I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
----------------------------------------------------
After Few Month Of Lying Dead
I Was Awaken For Some Un-Finish Business

The Reason Why I Lose Alot Important In My Life
Was Becuz I Nv Fight For...
I Give Up Too Easily
Isnt That Right T.W?

Ample Empty Promise Deliver Yet Not Even With A Sorry...

You Felt I Dun Care, I Act Like Nothing Happen...
The Fact Is...
I Dunnoe What I Should Do... I Dunnoe How To Do...
I Never Treat There Nothing Happen...
I Just Dunnoe What And How I Should To Do
How I Should React To Cheer You, To Let You Know I Care
I Care Everything...
I Just Dunnoe...

Since Now You Are The One That Awake Me...
To Do Sth...
Well I Will Do It For You...

No Doubt Chances Of Success Is Low
No Doubt I Might Be Alone Fighting...
I Will Fight On....

That The Least...
I Dunnoe How Long I Can Stay Awake...

Well
T.W I Love You Once...
And Until Now I Still Love You So...

For This I Will Fight...
Even If In The End If Everything Worth Anot
Even If In The End I Fail, And Fallen Again...
I Will Risk It...
May God Bless, This Promise Will Not Be An Empty One.

~少爷

~ Insomia Insomia ~

2008-07-08T00:12:00.003+08:00

Just Reach Home From My Night Class...

Actually Night Class End At 2030
But I Reach Back Home At 0013

Well... Nth Much Just Hang Around At Amk...
That All

As I Knew Again...
Today Will Have Insomia Again...
Haha
Well Guess I Have No Choice But To Stay Awake For Another Day
Ytd I Didnt Slp...
Stay Awake Till 11am Go Sch ...

Well What Can I Say Much Then?
There Only One Word Best DescrNipt Me
"CUI"
That The Word...

None Actually Expected This From Me...
Not As They Expect I Will Be....
How Different Is Me Compare To A Dead
Ya A Small Diff... I Walking & They Are Lying
Other Then That I Am So Similar To Them

4 More Month Of So Will Be My B'day
My Mum Will Always Ask How I Wish To Celebrate It
This Time She Is Shock By My Ans...

I Told Her...
Dun Celebrate...
It Not Worth To Celebrate For...

D.Dad You Say We Are Having A Similar Situation...
But I Say No...
At Least You Know You Are Still Been Love No Matter Wad...
But As For Me.... Hahahaaaaaa

How Envy Of You D.Dad...
Really Envy...

Who Know...
Chinese Have A Saying
"Tong Ren Bu Tong Ming"
I Guess That Suit Me Best Dun You Think So Too

It Will Be A Long Night Im Sure
A Long Cold Windy Night

~ Zack

~ Thrash, Rubbish.... USLESS ~

2008-07-06T03:08:00.004+08:00

HaHAhahahahaHAhahahah
Went For A Drink With Fellow Bro...

HahahahahahaHA
TWO bottLE & Im Feel So High ...
hahahAHA

Lost My Way Home Again...
Ended Up At Some Place...
Stood There Stare At THat Building...
Stare & Stare....

Finally i Reach Home]

Im A Thrash Useless Thrash...
Rubbish Bastard
Big Bastard....

I Dun Give Ppl Sense Of Security...
I Also Hurt Ppl
hahhhhhhaaa
make THem Cry
Hahhaaaa
ZG YOU ARE A THRASH

Ya Im A thrash Im a thrash

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

hahahahahaha
hahahah
hahahhahah

Ppl AlrFound New
Fallen For Other....

you?You Just Keep Lock Urself Up....
U Thrash Bastard...
Rubish
Rubbish
Bloody Uselessss
ZG Useless
Thrash

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~ Knowing More About Zack? ~

2008-07-05T03:40:00.002+08:00

For Those Who Want To Know More About Me...
So Shall Be It But Dun Regret Reading All This

God.Dad Or Rather Devil.Dad
You Ask Me... Was It Wrong To Love...

Well Then Allow Me To Prompt A Similar Qn
"What Wrong For Me Not Able To Let Go My Past?"

As Been Seem To Be...
Im Similar To You...
So Goes To Our Fate...It So So Similar I Should Say...
We Both Have No Will Of Living On...
Yet I Hand My Fate To Heaven And You Wanna Goes Against Heaven Will

You Lost Your Fighting Morale
And I Lost My Soul & Heart...

Seriously Speaking... Do I Ever Look Like, Live Like Or Act Like Human Being???
No... Rather Im So Dead... I Just Do Whatever Was Ask And No Qn Return...
Alot My Friends Ask Why I Turn Out This Way..
Turn Out To Be So Dead...
My Ans Is Simple... Im Dead, Heart Dead & Soul Perish...
Achievement, Goal & Target Of Life...
I Have None... Live On With Nothing Left...

Once I Used Alcholic Drink..To Get Myself Out...
But Ended I Realise Not Only The Process Of Hangover Is Unbearable...
Also The Moment When Ur Mind Is Clear The Pain Just Simply Return...

Whenever Thing That Came To My Mind...
Whenever Memories Haunting Me Out Of Sudden...
You Ppl Know What I Actually Wanna To Do Badly?

I Wanna Dig My Heart Out And Crush It..
Somehow A Feel Of Unbearable Hurt Just React From The Heart...
Perhaps That Is What Commonly Known As Heartache; Heartbroken Feeling...
Never Had Such Feeling Until Then...

Alot Say I Should Forget & Move
However It Simply Impossible...
I Fake A Smile, To Hide
I Fake A Act , To Run
I Fake... Basically Im Just Trying To Do What Ppl Hope I Do..
What Ppl Want Me To... But All These Are Fake Out By Me....

God.Dad You Always Ask Us.. Whether We Think U Are Happy Anot..
Well I Dun Seem It To Be...
Frankly Speaking I Wasnt Happy

I Actually Once Nearly Quit Smoking For Good.. Nearly... For A Mth...
Yet Somehow
I Decided To Turn Back... Nicotine Is The Only Thing That Temperory Numb My Mind
From Hurting
At First Small Amount Ltr More & More...

I Work Like A Mad...
So To Stop My Mind From Think Else Where...
Tired Myself... Burn Myself Out... Just To Make Myself So EXTREME Tired...
That I Could Temperory Numb Myself...

I Torture Myself To Relieve From Torment...
To An Extent I Got Insomia Every Single Night...
I Just Cant Slp At Time Where Everyone Is Slping...

I May Seem Quiet... But That Doesnt Mean I Dun Care...
That Doesnt Mean I Dun Concern...
I May Seem Laughing... But That Doesnt Mean I Happy
I May Seem Alright & Fine But That Doesnt Mean Im Not Acting...
I Was Taught To Hide Emotion...

Like You G.Dad
I Have No Intention Of Living...
But Unlike You... I Hand-Over My Life To Heaven...
It Only Matter When Heaven Wan Me To End...

I Was A Fool To Others...
A Fool Waiting For Rock To Bloom Into Flower...
A Fool That Give Everything Up Just To See Rock Bloom Into Flower...

3 Of Your Sons...
I Was The Youngest, Most Similar To You
Yet I Was The Weakest Among All...
Haha... Irony Seriously...

~ 少爷

~ Life ~

2008-07-04T00:32:00.002+08:00

Yup Once Again...
Didnt Go Sch...

Well Cause On Bed Dont Wish To Wake Up...
Quite A Few Time, When I Lying On My Bed...
How I Wish I Nv Be Woke Up...
Just Slp Like That Eternally

However I Know I Cant... Surely Some Idiot Will Wake Me Up
Though It Was Never My Intention To Wake Up Anyway

I Just Have To...
Well Just For The Sake Of Doing So..
That All

Life Is Just Such A Tiring Thing To Experience..
Wonder Why God Create Animals With Intelligence In The First Place...
As These Intelligence Animals Mis-Used God Given Talent...
Somehow Certain Humans Roaming On This World...
Even Worst Compare To Beast...

Why Good Guy Always Lead Shorter Life Compare To Bad?
I Finally Get A Conclusion
Because God Cant Bear To Let Them Continue
Living In This World Of Suffering
That Y...

Whatever It Is Just Casual Remark By
Unknowning Me

~少爷

~ 镇光镇光 ~

2008-07-02T17:25:00.003+08:00

Seriously...
I Start To Doubt About Myself....
I Start To Doubt About This Fragile Sign Of Mine

Just For A Night Never Slp...
I Can Feel The Tedious-ness Been Amplify

Reason For Not Slping Last Night?
Scare Overslept Miss Lesson... That Y
Furthermore Due To My Mindless
I Thought Lesson Start At 8am
Actual Fact It Start At 10am...
Reach Sch 2-Hour Earlier

Never Think I Couldnt Take This Lifestyle...
It Had Been Like 7 Month I Leading Such Hectic Lifestyle...
Leading Such Insomia Life...
And Seriously Today Every Single Moment I Just Felt Tedious

Since Quite A Few Months Ago
Have Been Smoking A Packet A Day...

No Doubt It Really Too Much ...
Haha

Went To Library Planning To Have A Rest There..
Ended I Was Reading A Book Which I Brought On Mon...
When Vision Start To Blur Then I Took A 15min Nap...
If Eric Nv Call Me Think I Will Be Slping Until Sch Close...
LOL

Though Recover From Fever & Flu
But Not My Cough ...

I Keep Wondering Why Everyone Who See Me
Say That I Awfully Sick....
Not One But Quite a Few Say So...
But I When I Look In Mirror I Dun Feel That Way...
Do I Really Look The Sick???
I Wonder...

Just Strenghtless
Perhap Just Recover That Why
My Body Still Abit Weak

Maybe At Ltr Part Will Be Better

As Least That What I Hope...

~少爷

~Young Master Zack ~ 3rd Son Of Devil

2008-07-02T03:16:00.003+08:00

As Usual... Just Return Home
At Such Wonderful Hour

1st Of July
The Youngest Member Of D.Family
Have Sworn To His D.Dad Of His ComeBack...

Now That I Have Come Back From My Break...
With This Weaken Body Due To Recovery Of Illness
I Pledge In The Name Of D.Family
I Shall Give Whatever I Could To Honour The Family Name

D.Dad Im Back~

Yup I Given Up My Title "Emo-King" To Someone
Cuz This Time Zack Return With No Heart....
Like What Once My D.Dad Say
Once Someone Heart Is Dead, It Mean Dead
My Heart Is Dead... No Matter What Done It Dead...
What Programming Me To Move Is Just Memories

And My Style Of Doing Thing Is Very Simple...
Everything I Do Is Just As Order...
No Matter Who
As Long As The Order Was Disrupt I Dont Giv A Damn...

Becuz Im Return As A Dead...
Son Of Devil...
Young Master Zack...

Unlike My The Other 2 Elder Brothers...
Eldest: Good At Fighting, Argue
Second: Good At Thinking Calmly & Come Out With Solution
Me: Totally Nothing

Hahaha

Even My Eyes Got The Two Letter Words My Dad Dun Wish To See...
Sorry... Those Words Cant Be Remove...
But For Sure I Wont Allow It To Affect Me From Assigning You...
Affect Work....
Believe Me Dad...

This Path Chosen Have No Turning Back...
D.Dad Stop Asking Whether Have I Ever Regret...
I Just Wanna Say... No I Never Regret
I Got Nothing Left To Lose Anymore... So Why I Regret?
See I No Longer Call You God-Dad
Becuz U Are No Longer God... You Are Devil..
From Now You Are My D.Dad(Devil.Dad)
Hahaha

I Have Given My Destiny To The Hand Of God...
Whether When Will I Return ....
Surely Will Be After You... Hahaha

是生？还是死？
一切听天由命~

~Young Master Zack

~Young Master Zack Request~

2008-07-01T00:33:00.004+08:00

Gladly I Know My Body Is Weaken To It Limit...
Needless To Remind Me Of That...
Beloved God-Dad Pass My Work To Jonathan So I Could At Least Recharge Myself
For A Week
Appreciate For That To Be Done~

Well God-Dad You Say I Never Let Go Of The Past.
To Be Honest...
You Are Right Always Right
Never Once, Not Even A Moment I Let Go The Past...
Somehow Just Cant Do That...
Ya I Know You Sure Will Scold Me Or Say Me For That...
Well Just Let It Be In This Way Can?
God-Dad I Beg You For Once, Dont Force Me To Forget
When I Really Cant

Seriously Though I Cant Let Go The Past...
But I Always Separate My Work And Personal Emotion Clearly...
I Nv Once Let It Affect My Work, You See
Since It Not Affecting My Work, I Dun Seem It As A Problem To Me
I Always Rmb Your Teaching...
When Come To Work Emotion Should Be Reduce To Zero...
And Im Always Doing That...
Perhaps Im Self-Fish, I Seriously Beg You Dont Force Me To Let Go
My Heart Is Alr Dead, What Still Keep Me Walking Is Just For That Reason
Waiting I Could Say.. For Something Impossible To Everyone Around Me

“解铃还需系铃人"
系上这铃的人不愿解下此铃。但愿您能了解

I Just Ask You, My God-Dad
Do You Doubt About My Working Ability?
If You Dont Then Believe In Me... Have Faith In My Ability To Help You By Side

Regarding My Health,
I Just Wanna To Say Im Actually Okay..
Just Coughing Badly And Having Terrible Flu...
I Finish All Antibiotic Given
Yet Somehow My Throat Still Hurt Alittle..
Needless To Worry, As Since Young My Health Is Never Great Then...
Body Weaken Yet I Still Can Cope...
Believe Me I Wont Fall So Easily...
Unless It Heaven Wanted So...
Other Then That I Dun Think My Time Is Up Yet....
I Always Believe "When It Time... No Matter What You Do, You Cant Escape"
But "When It Not Your Time Yet, No Matter What You Do, You Just Survive"

天若要我亡，我不得不亡
天若要我生，我便亡不得

Still Im Going Say Im Sorry To You God-Dad
As I Really Cant Let Go The Thinking For "Her"
Hope You Will Forgive Me For That...
You Need Not Prove To Me Anything
As That Just Extra Effort...
I Can Promise You Other Wise But Not This....

少爷曰: "命里有时，终须有。命里无时，莫强求。"

1st Of July I Promise To Return To Take Over Deployment...
But Since You Want Me To Rest For This Week I Will...

The Armour Once Abandon, Shall Be Arm Up
The Sword Stain With Blood And Dirt, Have Been Draw Out Once Again.
Father, Im Have Prepare Myself To Fight Side By Side With You Once More
And I Nv Regret For A Moment To Regard You As My GodFather...
Even If Im Goin To Scarfic, At Least It Make My Life Worth For Why Im Born...

~鞠躬尽瘁，死而后已~

Lastly, To Those Who Think I Dislike Or Hate Them
Which I Personally Also Dont Know Why They Think That Way.
~I Never Once Dislike Nor Hate Anybody~ If There Is Someone To Be Hated..
That Will Be Me Then.

~少爷

~ Young Master That Got Nothing Left ~

2008-06-29T01:42:00.004+08:00

Title: 一无所有
Artist: Luo Zhi Xiang

我等了多久任凭时间流过
虽然习惯了寂寞
可是我的心中一直有个缺口
继续为谁完整保留
有一颗星星从海平面闪过
他来到我家门口
而是光芒日是如此温柔耀眼闪烁
日日夜夜荧绕心头
除了你我一无所有
只希望你能够被我感动
当你感到脆弱的时候
让我在你身边守候不放手
除了你我一无所有
只要你能快乐我就足够
幸福往往不一再等候
相遇不一定能拥有我只想好好把握
也许这个世界并没有所谓的尽头
只是我们为所有的不同寻求一个藉口
当你划破我的黑夜让我看见白昼
我怎能抓着寂寞不为你动容
当我闭上眼世界如此的广阔
我不懂为什么你让黑夜如白昼
哪里是宇宙的尽头谁会和我到尽头
不能紧抓着寂寞解答所有的失控
你的微笑让我倍觉动容
当我偶然无助的时候也许我也曾经错放什么而随波逐流
此刻我只想对你说请让我陪你到每天尽头
我一无所有
因为我给你了所有除了你我一无所有
我一无所有
-------------------------------------------------
Just Change My Blog Song Again...

My Health? Okay I Presume
Just Cough Badly As If Lungs Coming Out
And Minor Flu, Sneeze As If Nose Dropping Down...
Other Than That... Guess I Should Be Fine
Ya

Somehow Ppl Tend To Ask Wad Life Wad Death..
Theoretically Speaking
Life - A Period Of Time Living On Earth
Death - A Expire Dateline On Earth

That My Ans...

Seriously
I Don't Feel Anything
Sometime I Dun Even Thing I Have Any Emotion...
Perhaps Should Go Body Checkup Somehow...

I Have A Scar Which None Can See
A Scar Left By A Wound
Wounded So Badly That Until Now
That Scar Still Hurt Sometime...

Why Search Future When The Past Is Still Occupying Me?
Why Hold Back Past When The Past Is Occupied By Others?

Losing A Path To Go.. Dwell Within Confusion

Zack Was His Honourable Name
A Young Master Without A Heart
His Aura Is Neither Nobility Nor Royalty
But DEATH

~ 少爷

~ Young Master Zack ~

2008-06-27T00:38:00.003+08:00

It Seem Quite Sometime I Didn't Post Anything...

Mmm..
Well Perhaps Body Is Too Weak To Blog Anything
As Nothing Happening Come In To Mind...

Crappy Excuse I Presume-

Well This Body Of Mine Simply Getting Weaker Each Day
Physically I Mean...
So What? Does Earth Stop Rotating?
Life Still Goes On..
Frankly, This Issue Noticed Month & Month Ago...
But Do You Ppl Think I Care?
Hahaha

No I Don't
Allow God To Decide This Pathetic Fate Of Mine
If I Bound To Die, No Matter What I Do
It Inevitable ~

Shall Lord Have Mercy On Those I Care & Concern...
Yet I Dun Beg For Mercy On Me... Perhap This Just What I Deserve

Well, If I Really Going To Leave For Good
Then There 2 Ppl Which I Really Cant Bear To Stop Worry For Them

1st. *Past*
2nd. *G.D*

Ppl Rmb These Words Of Mine:
"To Protect Is To Never Betray"-I Would Never Betray

As Planned Hours Ltr I Goin Work At Airport
A Never Slp Night Once More

Guess This Shall Be It... Shall End It Here

~少爷~

~ Young Master Fall Sick ~

2008-06-23T20:25:00.003+08:00

Dear Bloggie

On 22Nd Morning Around 0830...
Your Young Master "ME" Was Definitely Confirm To Be
Down With Illness...

Intend To Work That Day Without Letting Anyone Know...
Yet Mum Caught Me Having Fever... Choice less
Stay At Home...

Took My Temperature...
Indicate 39.0 degree Celsius
Nah Just 39 Degree.. It Not Like The First Time I Gt Such High Fever..
My Mum Was Work Up And Blame The Cause Of My Fever To
Me Having Non-Humanity Lifestyle...

Hey What Do My Fever Gonna Do With Me Not Sleeping At Night...!

When To See Doc...
Doc Give Me Medicine.
Took The medicine Given and...
I Inflate Like A Balloon
My Whole Body Turn Weak...
Not Even Have The Strenght To Hold My Cup

Today Drag Me Weak Body To Sch To Complete Exam..
Tmr Still Gonna Drag This Fragile Body To Sch For Exam Again..

No! Bloggie I Know Wad U Wan To Tell "Me" Your Young Master..
You Should Know This...Better Then Other...
Continue To Smoke Like No One Business...

-As The Last Thing I Would Ever Care Is My Own Body-

~Zack 少爷~

~D.Contract~

2008-06-22T01:54:00.002+08:00

D.Contract...
A Type Of Contract Which Actually Is Utterly Unfair
To Those Who Actually Sign It...

D.Contract Work This Way...First Sign
And The One Who Sign It Will Have The Wan Who Issue It To Do Sth
Ltr Condition From The One Issue...

This Is The D.Contract "Aka" Devil.Contract...

Well As A Middle-Man Issuing Such Contract
I Have Sign A Pact...
To Offer My Strength Even If It Mean Sacrifice

Yaya
I Have Been Offering My Strenght Till It Almost Drained

To Be Frank
As I Foresee... My Body Is Getting Weaker Each Moment
Week Ago My Parents Took Me To A Chinese Medicine Man...
As He Diagnose My Body Condition
He Just Give A Comment...
"Young Man Do You Know You Body Inside Is Like A Volcano Waiting To Erupt"

Ya I Know That... Long Ago...
Everynight Stay Up Late, Almost When The Sun Rises Then I Slp...
Sometime I Dun Even Do So..

Though He Give Me Some Med For Cooling...
But I Guess It Quite Late
As First I Dun Take Those Pill At Regular Timing... Due To I Forgot
Second Since It Turn Volcanic, It Somehow To Me Mean Too Late
LOL
Yup Right Now This Moment I Can Feel The Volcano Burning...

But I Humbly Ask For Eruption After This Week...
Cause I Know Gladly Enough It Cant Be Stop...

~Zack~

~ One Who Does Evil ~

2008-06-20T04:07:00.002+08:00

Everyone Who Ask Me For Help

Should More Or Less Know
My Help Isn't Free

Price To Pay Sometime Just Too Great
Well Today I Offer This D.Contract To Mr Johnny Ng

Guess Clearly He Refuse To Agree On The Contact...
The Business Between Us Is Very Clear Cut...

I Help U Create A Blog..
In Return I Wan Him To Get Back What He Had Lost And Hope To Gain Back
In A Month

For That Guess He Reject My Offer

D.Contract ~ Do Anyone Have The Courage To Sign It?

If Death Mean Nth To Me..
What Am I Afraid Of Next? I Wonder...

~Zack 少爷~

做得到

2008-06-19T01:25:00.003+08:00

歌曲：做得到

Artist:罗志祥
------------------------------
试着让身边很吵闹

好好想念你的怀抱

某一秒我竟微笑

体会你扬起的嘴角

悲伤的呼唤

也许在跟自己比较

让你哭过是我不好

太自责话都变少

然而你还是最美好

要让你知道

做得到

不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你

就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高

看着你笑我也笑

别自寻烦恼

做得到

你说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的每一个承诺

会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢

让我很骄傲

你所想要的爱我能做得到

也许在跟自己比较

让你哭过是我不好

太自责话都变少

然而你还是最美好

要让你知道

做得到

不管相爱总会有一些低潮

我爱你

就应该对你越来越好

现在只想忽然把你抱得高高

看着你笑我也笑

别自寻烦恼

做得到

你说再苦也要跟我直到老

我说的每一个承诺

会说到做到

感谢你坚强勇敢

让我很骄傲

你所想要的爱我能做得到

原谅我内心交战让你好难过

我能给你的爱没有做不到
-------------------------------------------

~ Addicted ~

2008-06-17T04:47:00.003+08:00

Well Change My Blogskin Again..

Nothing Much Just Tired Of The Previous One
LOL

Anyway Few Hour Back Then I Was At One Of My Colleague
Grandfather Funeral

This Year How Many Funeral Did I Visited???
Anyway After That Went To Pub

Drink And Sing Song
Neither Did I Drink Much Nor Did I Sing...
Haha Too Shy To Sing -.-

Went Back Home Then
On G.D Car
I Keep Replay The Song "Blind"
Until My G.D KPKB
Oops No Choice Addicted To This Song

Wahahahaha~~~~

Thank To MJ
I Finally Got To Know What This Melody Title Was

Woooh~~~
Tiring Day Guess Going To Orh Orh Soon Le x.x

Frankly Speaking I Dun Really Like Drinking Anymore T.T

~Zack . 少爷~

~ Emotionless Enlightenment ~

2008-06-15T02:14:00.002+08:00

Kung fu Panda

Haha It A Very Nice Movie
Not Only It Hilarious But Meaningful As Well

2 Sentence In This Movie Wake Me Up From My Long Depress Sleep
Master Wu Gui: "Yesterday Was History, Tomorrow Is A Mystery & Today Is A Gift."
~That Why It Called Present

Master Wu Gui: "A Seed From Peach Will Grown As A Peach Tree. Even If You Hope It Will Grown To Be Apple Or Orange Tree, It Will Still Grown As A Peach Tree."

Well This 2 Sentence Waked Me Up...
For Months I Tried Ways And Means To Numb Myself....
Smoking, Working, Torturing, Stressing & Etc

Always Wanted To Fufile Others Expection On Me
Trying To Someone Who They Want To See Me To Be

In The End That Can Never Be Done.
Why?
Simple Reason...Though I Used To Make It Complicated

We Never Know What Others Desire For~ That The Reason
Others May See Us To Be An Apple Or Orange Tree...
But We Can Never Be That If We Are The Seed Of Peach Tree...

We Can Not Control How Fast Can A Tree Take To Grow Neither When It Bear Fruits
Though We Can Force When The Fruit Fall
But Will It Taste As Sweet As When It Natural Ripe?

Well If Our Time Come
Then So It Shall Be
Nothing To Fear In This World... Not Even Death...

Humanity Can Never Defy Law Of Nature...
Forcefully Defy Can Only Lead To Misery

~Zack_少爷~

~ Tired And Busy Week ~ YaWn!~~~~~

2008-06-12T05:47:00.002+08:00

Monday: 4EC Class Chalet @ East Coast
Yup Quite Fun Too Bad Not Much Ppl Stay Overnight...
Hahaha Have A Midnight Bike Race With Friends
Bike Use Is The Double Cyclist Bike...

Hahahaha Me And Winston Ride The Bike Until The Extent
When We get Off The Bike The Legs Dun Have Any Feeling Anymore...
Automatically It Will Kneel Down
LOL~~~~

Tues: MIT_0710 BBQ @ East Coast
Reach Around Afternoon...Mood = Tired
At First Still Think It Will Be Boring
But When Reach
Hehe
Me, Eric And Jia Rui Start Engine..
We Talk Alot Lame Stuff...BBQ Food For Others...
Hahahaha
Go Around Di Siao Ppl....
Hahaha
FUN~
Ltr Part....
When We Goin To Pack Thing Up..
I Go Buried A Chicken Wing Under A Pile Of Hot Charcoal...
Guess Wad... The Charcoal Burn
Due To The Fats From The Chicken Wing...
(O.o) Never Know Chicken Wing Can Act As Fuel To Fire....(o.O)
After Awhile When I Dig Out The Chicken Wing From Those Charcoal...
Guess Wad
All I Found Is A Piece Of Burning Chicken Wing Bone....
And When U Use A Little Strength It Turn Into Ashes....
Wooh (O.O)
That Something Cool.... Hahahaha

Wed: Do Setup @ Suntec
Went To Prepare For Thurs PC Show @ Suntec
Half-way Through I Head Back To Office
And Conducted 2 Basic Training For Newbie....
After That Help Out Abit On Deployment
Went To Eat With Johnny(Elder God.Bro) & Daniel(God.Dad)
Hahahahahaha
Eat Alot
As I Didnt Have My Lunch And Dinner Until Then =P

Well Wad A Busy Week
Goin Slp...
Yawn~~~~!

~Zack_少爷~

~ 世界末日~

2008-06-10T07:08:00.002+08:00

---世界末日---
歌手: 周杰伦

想笑

来伪装掉下的眼泪

点点头

承认自己会怕黑

我只求

能借一点的时间来陪

你却连同情都不给

想哭

来试探自己麻痹了没

全世界

好像只有我疲惫

无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰会不会

让我忘了你是谁

夜越黑梦违背

难追难回味

我的世界将被摧毁

也许事与愿违

累不累睡不睡

单影无人相依偎

夜越黑梦违背

有谁肯安慰

我的世界将被摧毁

也许颓废也是...

想哭

来试探自己麻痹了没

全世界

好像只有我疲惫

无所无所谓反正难过就敷衍走一回

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞

天灰灰会不会

让我忘了你是谁

夜越黑梦违背

难追难回味

我的世界将被摧毁

也许事与愿违

累不累睡不睡

单影无人相依偎

夜越黑梦违背

难追难回味

我的世界将被摧毁

也许颓废也是

另一种美

---------------------------------------------
Illness Getting Worst...
Reverting Back To Secondary Style..
Perhaps Even Worst Then Wad I Used To Be

A Poison So Sweet That Cause People Forgetting Of Been...
Kill
Mankind Fight To Survive..
Whereas Immortal Fight To End Their Life

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Lonely ~

2008-06-09T01:36:00.002+08:00

~Lonely~
Artist: McFly

It's only been a day
But it's like I cant go on
I just wanna say
I never meant to do you wrong

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
Cause thats the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby Im so sick of being lonely

Your stuff is in my house
So many things I cant ignore
Coats still on the couch
Your photos on my freezer door

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
Thats the worst thing you could do!
Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby Im so sick of being lonely

I am so lonely

And I remember you told me baby
Somethings gotta give
If I cant be the one to hold you baby
I dont think I could live

Now Im so sick of being lonely
This is killing me so slowly
Dont pretend that you dont know me
Thats the worst thing you could do!

Now I'm singing such a sad song
These things never seem to last long
Something that I never planned on
Help me baby Im so sick of being lonely

I am so lonely
I am so lonely...
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No Idea What To Post...
Shall Post A lyrics Then

~Zack ~

~男人女人~

2008-06-04T04:06:00.002+08:00

男人女人
许如云；啊穆隆
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爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼　一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人

多么希望你是对的人
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Change My Theme Again Haha~~
Well Got Nothing Better To Do Perhaps o.O

Woah This Week Sibei Busy For Me
Haix~No Choice Lah

Nxt Mon Gt Secondary Class Chalet... Woah *Hao Qi Dai Wor*
Nxt Tues Gt Poly Class BBQ... WOAH *Hao Pan Wang Wor*

HeexHeex =D

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang

~ Busy Busy Week ~

2008-06-03T03:10:00.003+08:00

Well Sad Case

This Week Is A Busy Busy Week For Me!
Test, Quiz And More To Come

Busy Busy Busy
That The Only Word That Come Into My Greatest Mind Of All

~ Phobia Of Coding >.< ~

2008-06-01T01:46:00.001+08:00

Well My Sat Start Off When My Mum Wake Me Up
From My Short-Eternal Rest...

Rise From My Bed...
When To Bath, Blow Dry My Hair... Brush My Teeth
And Then Eat A Blow Of Noodle...

Slowly Drag My Body Out Head To MRT
And Work At Lucky Plaza..
Well It A Dealer Shop... Meaning They Are Using Coding
OMFG... I Hate Decoding...
When I See The Code On The Price Tag..
I Alr Know Wad Lame Code They Using Le
But Still I Have Hard Time Decoding...
But Slowly I Found Im Used To It...

The People There Are Nice...
Gt The Uncle Call Alan... Keep Telling Me "Ren Sheng Da Dao Li"
One Of Them Make Me Laugh Like Nobody...
He Say, Spending $7500 Buy A Massage Chair Is Better Then Spending On Girl...
Why
Cuz A Massage Chair Allow You To Relax Whereas The Girl Dun Even Say Thank You To You..
Hahaha
Well Done! Uncle Alan...

Anyway I Told Everyone My Name Is Zack And The Boss Of The Shop Say This
"Nice Name, Qu De Hao!"
I Was Like -.-''' Thank?
Hahaha
Well One Thing I Still Dun Get It..
When I Say Im 18 This Year
It Create A Big HooHa Within The Shop
Once Again I Wad Like -.-''' Anything Wrong?

Well They Treat Me Quite Nice...
They Even Go Into The Extent Buy Me Lunch...
I Was Like O.O''' Thank?
Yup
Delicious...Yummy Yummy!
Not Like Someone Say Want To Cook Meal For Me
In The End I Was Like...
O.O See Nothing
Chey...

Anyway It Was Fun Working There
Really Really Fun >.<

Just That Sometime Im Really Bored
Hahaha
No Entertainment??
Got!!
Self-Entertaining Lor >.<
Wahaha

Well Working There
I Guess My Phobia Toward Coding Has Lessen

Plan Going Smoothly As Expected
Now Just For It To Stable Down

Zack Wu Zhen Guang

!_Изолят_!

2008-05-28T00:13:00.003+08:00

Once again I'm Here...

Don't Blame For What He Have Become...
Like What Someone Have Told Him...

When One Hide Everything Within Him...
Just Pouring Water In A Bottle...
One Day The Water Will Be Totally Fill Up
And Over-Flow Out...

That What He Is Now...
His Bottle Is Full Yet He Continue Pouring Water In...
Forcing Water To Maintain Water In...
Till The Bottle Start To Crack... Soon It Will Break Into Piece...

Though Physical Reaction Is Reversible
But Not This Time...
Theory Of Physic Doesn't Work This Time

His Character Is Similar To A Few Out There
For He Who Always Isolate Himself... In His Own World...
Dare Not Step His Foot Out... As The World Out There
Is Too Scary For Him To Survive
For He Afraid To Get Hurt... And Hurt Can Endanger His Life...
This Is Something... People Fail To Notice..

Though People Always Say Crying Out Feel Better
But For Him To Cry...
Unless The Earth Rotate Opposite..
He Tried To But Fail In The End...
No Explanation To This...

For He Pray
Yet God Never Ans His Prayer...
Never To Be Bless By God...
Rather Be Blast Far Away By God...

He Is Never Notice
That The Fact...
Every Single Beings See Him
As A Demon... As A Outcast
As Someone Who Don't Fit Within This World...

His Social-Circle..
Is Small
So Small That Even A Full-Stop Is Bigger Then It...

Understand The Point He Always Was Alone...
With None By His Side...

Everyone Arrive In This World With Nothing...
Some Will Gain Something When They Leave
However He Shall Leave With Nothing

He Always Wonder...
Will He Be Like Others?
When He Passed Away
Will Others Shed Tears For Him?
Will Others Remember His Existence Then???

But Now That Nothing Mean A Thing To Him...
He Does Not Care Anymore...
He Shall Emo No More...
As What There Nothing To Emo About When One Turn Emotionless

Once Broken, Can It Be Fixed?
He Have Fell And Hurt Himself... So Hurt That He Could Not Get Back Up

It No One Fault For His Current State
No One Should Be Blamed
If There Someone To Be Blame...
Then He Should Be Blamed...
Blame For Born This Way
Born To Be A Bastard...

~絶望の主_Zack~

~ Someone Pls Just Kill Me ~

2008-05-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

Im Tired Really Tired...

Why I Suffer All This Alone...
People Always Say When You Did Kind Deed
You Will Be Repay With Something Nice...

...BULLSHIT!

I Help So Much People...
Yet In The End What Did I Get In Return..
Ans: ENDLESS TORTURE!

When One Is Needing Money, I Lend...
Promised To Return The Next Day...
Haha.. HOW MANY FUCKING NEXT DAY DO I HAVE TO WAIT...
When I Most Broke... Not Even A Cent To Eat..
I Just Wanted 20buck Back Out Of The Rest...
20 Buck... Ended.. Not Even A Cent...
I Borrow From Other... Ended Up Been Look Down...
My Pride Has Gone...
You Can Dun Lend.. But Why... As A Friend You Need To Say Those Thing
To Crush My Pride...

When Friends Around Me Gt Into Problem In Term Of Relationship..
What I Did...
I Advise, Anylase For Them...
Even To The Extent They Break Up I Manage To Patch Thing Back..
But Who Were There When Im Totally Break-Down..
Who Were There When I Feel So Cold and Alone..
Who Were There To Lead Me Out
NO ONE Ever Were There

When They Need Me... I Was To Be Call
When They Dun Need Me... My Existence Is Just An Extra

When Everything Around Start To Mean Nothing To Me...
Not Even Life...
Frankly Speaking
I Dont Even Think Life Is Or Should Be Meaningful...

I Did Alot.. Rather To Much Stuff To Torture Myself...
I Dont Sleep... Stay Up Late Work Work Work...
I Can Even Skip My Meal
I Can Even Burnout Myself Just To Numb Myself From Torment...
Yet Torment Took Over My Body Just Like A Terrible Plague..

Nothing Seem To Be Able To Cure It....
Nothing...

WHY should I Help Others
So They Can Lead A Better
While I Was To Be Left Alone... To Suffer All This...
WHY! Tell Me...
I No Longer Have The Ability To Withstand These Torment...
No Longer Have The Strength To Put On A Fake Mask
And Tell Other Im Perfectly Fine...

I Not...
Not A Single Moment..
The More I Do... The More Im Hurt...
By Others... By The World...
How I Wish I Could Die Just Like That...

No One Was My Disappointment
But Im The One Who Disappoint Others...

May My Shatter Soul Be Burn In Hell

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang _ Lord Of Despair~

Потерянный

2008-05-26T02:07:00.003+08:00

Ever Lost Your Way With Your Parents When You Were Young..

Ya It Feel Helpless, Alone, Afraid...
All The Fear Just Appear Out Of Nowhere...
Making You Wanna Cry Out Loud For Help...

Well Now That We All Have Grow Up...
Ever Wonder Do We Feel The Same Way As Before...

For Now I Could Only Say Im Lost In The Middle Of Nowhere
With No Signboard To Guide Me
With No One To Lead Me
Back To Where I Should Belong And Continue...

Losing My Purposes Of Living....
Losing My Pride & Confidence...
Losing My Heart That Should Be Beating To Keep Me Alive..

Lost Myself...

Now How I Feel...
I Feel Like Crying For Help But Knowing That It Helpless..
I Feel Like Looking For A Way But Ended Up Even More Lost....
The Darkness Engulf Me...
The Fear Swallow Me...
Deep Within Im Alone, Helpless & Afraid...

I Dont Dream Of Becoming A Hero
I Just Want To Be Me...
Who Just Wanna Lead Life That All Dream For

誰かを望むことは私の生命にライトを持って来る

私が誰もそこに初めから知っていたけれども

~絶望の主; Zack Wu Zhen Guang

~ цель ~

2008-05-25T02:42:00.003+08:00

Human Born With Purpose...
Throughout Their Life They Will Futile The Purpose

Well Guess I'm The Unique One...
I Was Born Without Any Purpose...
Used To Thought I Can Bring Happiness & Lend Them My Strength...
But
Now I Realise I Was Actually Nothing...
What I Bring To Other Is Nothing But Disappointment & Despair...
How Am I Going To Lend Others My Strength Where I Myself Is Weak....

He Seek For Truth When He Know The Truth Will Hurt Him
Still He Seek...

People Around Me See Me As Ungrateful Bastard...
Thinking That I'm Some Bloodless_Tearless Demon
That Don't Appreciated Others Care, Concern And Help..

Well, Pointless To Argue...
If That What They Think I Am, So Shall It Be...
I Could Just Say None Actually Can Understand Me
Why I Behave This Way
Why I Always Sleepy & Oversleep
Why I React This Way
Etc Etc Etc....

None Can Notice
The Tears He Shed
The Hurt Within Him
The Shattered Soul Of His
The Badly Wound Body Of His...

His Greatness Can Never Be Notice
Yet His Sin Was Amplified And Pin-Pointed

Yea As I Said... My Existence Is Never Been Notice And Remember
Same Goes For What I Have Done
For Those I Care & Concern
Sorry, Really Sorry...
To Those People Around Me
As I Bring Despair & Disappointment To You People
Sorry.... I'm A Weakling That Can Accomplish Nothing....
I'm A Weakling That Hurt People Around Me....
I'm A Weakling
Such A Weakling

Hanging On
He Have Been Hanging On For Too Long...
So Long That His Arms Is So Tired
That Now He Feel Like Letting Go And Fall
He No Longer Have Anything With Him
Left With Nothing...
One Whose Heart Is Dead ... Should Be Dead
Yet He Survive Without A Heart
A Living Corpse

I Really Hate This Feeling You Know?
The Feeling Of Being Invicible Yet Lonely
It So Cold, So Alone...

I'm Really Envy Of People Around Me
When They Are Out
They Rely On Me To Continue
When They Breakdown
Somehow There Always Someone There To Console Them...
When They Achieve Something
They Got Someone To Share That Happiness With

Yet,
When I'm Out
I Got No One To Continue For Me
When I Breakdown
There No One There
When I Achieve Something
I So Hope I Didnt Achieve Anything

A Warlord Greatest Wish Is Never To Be The Strongest
Their Greatest Wish Was To End The War
And Return To Their Loved One
Within The Cold Thick Armour, Is Nothing But Fragile Shattered Soul
Under The Merciless Sword, Hidden The Tears They Shed
Blood-Stained Hands, Behold The Future They So Hope To Protect
A Warlord Is Nothing But Some Weakling That Refuse To Show Their True Emotion

My Armour Has Been Rip
My Sword Have Broken Apart
My Hands Is Too Weak To Continue Battling
My Weakness Can No Longer Be Hide..
I Just Wanna Be Myself...
Put My Hand & Let It Go
Life Is So Hard That Hurt Me Like Hell

Yup, Im Running Away
As Im Afraid, Im Scare

FUCK! I Cant Take It Anymore... I Really Cant Take It
If This Go On I Will Just Turn Insane
Im Stress, Very Very Stress
Im Hurt, Hurt Really Really Badly
Im Tired, Really Really Tired

恐れているだけあること, 実際に恐れている

これは絶望の主の運命です

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang

~ 彼のため彼の自由を取り戻す ~

2008-05-24T02:50:00.003+08:00

Kinderly a.k.a My Arrival~Lyrics
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My arrival here is natural
Into this world with tears and crying;
What I have is not much, and poor at that,
Frail and too quickly I have fallen from on high,
My death is sharp and severe,
I do not know where I am going,
foul and stinking I rot,
O, Jesus have mercy on me!
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Don't Blame Him For Implying This Type Of Song To His Blog...
As He Just Find The Tune Spiritual
Never Would He Know This Is The Meaning Of This Song...
=P
As He Came Across This Song Through An Anime "Demonbane"
Hahaha

Don't Mistaken Me As A Religious Person...
As He Is Never A Worshipper Of Christ
Everything Is Just Purely Coincidence
Perhaps Fate? I Presume

彼のため、一度すべて失われる

彼の自由をあきらめなさい

ちょうど彼自身の感覚をなくするため

彼が彼の睡眠から覚醒するので

この世界を見るために彼の目を開けなさい

彼が一度見捨てたいと思ったかどれを

彼は彼の音信不通の自由を取り戻す

彼の幸福のために追求することをそこに出かけること, 彼の本当愛

裏切られた彼

新しい愛を見つける, 彼の愛の価値を持つ女の子

女の子何でもする彼の価値を持って.

だれを決定はそれからその女の子であり、か ?

夜の名~私はZackである

-Zack Wu Zhen Guang

~ 人間は嘘つきである ~

2008-05-23T02:38:00.003+08:00

New Skins Have Been Implemented To My World...

Nice?
Well Not At All, I Presume
Guess You Guy Sure Will Say ~ "It Emo-tic"
Well So Shall It Be Then

This Skins Was Chose Not Because Of The Emo Feel It Expressed
But Rather I Find The Coding Easy For Me To Modify
Haha~

Back To Topic
Surely There Time When People Tell You This...
Oh "Blah Blah Blah" You Are Someone I Never Forget....
Or Maybe
You Leave A Great Impact On Me That I Can Never Forget...

Well Well Well
Human Born To Be A Liar...
How Can One Never Forget About Thing...
Our Memories Can Never Last Us That Long
As Time Consume Our Memories
It Shall Fade Away Slowly But Surely...

Human Always Lie Beautifully To Another
Such Beautiful Lies Is Known As "Sweet Talk"
Why...
Because Pathetically We Always Wanted To Runaway
From The Cruel Truth...

Lies Upon Lies...
A Never-Ending Cycle...
Give Me A Break Of Such Craps...

No Matter What...
There One Thing Im Very Such..
My Existence In This World Doesnt Make Much Diff...
Slowly People Around Me Or Know About Me
Shall Forget About Me
My Impression To Them Is Just Like The Life-Cycle
Of Smoke...
It There But It Disappear After Time

Yup My Existence Will Be Consume By Time
Till Then None Will Ever Know That There Was Me

~For He Who Seek The Truth, Shall Be Hurt By Truth~
That Why Human Runaway From Truth And Seek Upon Lie

♠ Zack Wu Zhen Guang

~ 17 Turning 18 ~

2008-05-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

Time Now Is 23:05
Well Realise I Have Been Slping For So Long...
From 06:30 Till Now
That Sure Was A Long Slp...

Well Now I Truely Understand My Body Telling Me
It Need To Rest...
I Finally Felt Im Still Human, Not God
Haha

What The Type Of Life For Someone At The Age 17 Turning 18 Led?
Finding A Bf Or Gf, Gathering With Friend Partying, Play All Sort Of Game,
Hang Out Late With Friend, Watch Movie, Shopping?
That Wad Normal Do

As For Me
No Unforturnately....
I Neither Shopping, Hang Out With Friends Nor Have Relationship...
Wad I Do?
Eat, Work & Slp

Envy Of Others?
Yup I Do Envy Them...
But I Dun Yearn To Be Like Them..
Cuz Im For Greater Achievement...
Im Unique...
Uniquely Freak...
At This Age, Im Handling Stuff That Too Much For Me To Handle..
Working Thing That Others Think Only Adult Can Do..
I Sometime Can Even Work Overtime Not Thinking Of Slping...
Like Zombie... Work, Work, Work & More Work...

Time Nv Seem To Be Enough For Me
So Where Do I Come Out With Spare Time For Others Thing Leh?
Others Always Giv Me The Look That Make Me Feel Pathetic..
Thinking I Cant Make It..
Their Care And Concern It Just Merely Words And Wording To Me...
If They Were To Help Me, Then They Should Stop Giving Me Crap And Help Me Out
Not Just Standing There Saying Concerning Words To My Ears...Polluting Them

Yes Im Hurt... Deeply Injure..
My Fragile Body Since Young Is Giving Signal
How Long Can I Still Last Till Expire I Dunnoe
Seriously Dunnoe

When One Get Hurt, Others See The Wounds
But None Can Feel The Pain From It

Sort Of Dunnoe Wad To Post
Just Randomly Posting Thrash Here...

Those That Really Care
I Can Feel
Those Faker
I Can Different

Well... My Life Is Boring Right
Ya I Know...
My Only Entertainment Is Online
Watch Clips And Anime

Dun Ask Me Why I Cant Be Understand...
The Ans Very Simple Cause I Dun Even Know Wad Im Thinking
When My Mind Is Actually Total Blankness...
I Dun Even Know What Im Doin
When I Dun Think Of What Im Doin

I Cant See The Future, When Im Alr Blind In Present

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Happy Happy ~

2008-05-19T04:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Happy

How Long Will I Stay Happy?
Will It Just Another Fairytale?

Well... I Just Simply Dun Care So Much...
=)
Becuz I Silly?
I Gone Silly?
Perhaps perhaps Perhaps

=)

~ Silly Me ~

2008-05-18T03:07:00.003+08:00

Fri A Stressful Night
Deployment Is Sort Of In A Mess..
And Im In Pretty Bad Shape....
Tendiousness Took Over My Mind
Causing It TO Be In Complete Blank...
That I Actually Forgot To Took My Dinner ~.~

Sat Working Day
Early In The Morning I See My Laptop And
Whoo~~~~~~
Mood Recover.... Was Better Shape Compare To Friday...
Heex
Went Funan Sell Olympus... Sad To Say Sale Result Very Bad
Well Have My Lunch At KFC...
Back To Work... Almost Falling A-Slp Standing xP
Well Went Tcc Buy Coffee....
After Finish The Coffee.... Realise I Didnt Add Any Sugar In It...
Well Doesn't Matter It Sweet Enough To Me... Even Without Any Sweeten Stuff Added
xP

Sun
Hahaha Wait Till Tonight Bah Then Can Say The Story
=P

A Silly Boi, Waiting For A Silly Girl To Appear....
What Will The Ending Be?

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Theory ~

2008-05-14T17:54:00.004+08:00

Theory Of Love (By Our Beloved God-Daddy)
~Love Is Everything Yet Nothing
When It Everything, It Taken For Granted
So It Turn Nothing
When It Nothing, Feeling Of Regret
Make It Seem Everything
Too Late
Once Nothing Can Never Return To Everything
A Pair Of Chopstick Once Break Even Able To Be Glue Back
But The Crack Will Always Be There..~

To: My Second God-Bro
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The Fate Of Relationship Is Never Kind
The Truth Is Always Hurtful Yet They Are Still Truth...
Move On Bro.. You Can Make It De
As There Still Alot Ppl Care & Concern You =)
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I Lead My Life Base On Theory...
Everything Occur In Life Is Just Theory To Me...
Though Theory Can Only Been Used As Reference And Not To Be Apply...
Reason That Theory Can Never Be 100%
Well... Do You Guy Believe In "X" Factor...
That The Reason...

Theory Turn Out Wrong Becuz The "X" Factor Cause It..
These Factor To Me Is "Unpredictable"
Something When We Think We Understand, We Know
In The End We Will Realise What We Understand, We Know
Is Just Nothing But Wad We "Think" To Be So

Some Think They Know Me Well
But I Can Say Not All...
Perhaps Only 1 Person In This World...
Well Who Am I Or Wad Am I?
Even Today I Manage To Achieve Wad Other At My Age Cant
That Still Concern Me And Only Me

Being The Strongest To Me Only Mean To Be Lonely..
Ask Am I Lonely? Am I Happy?
Well Wad Can Be Expected?
My Ans "?"
Hahaa

Im Leading A Life Of "Drifter"
I Think Of Nth... Neither The Past Nor Th Future...
Living Without Any Purpose... Without Any Life-Sign...
Somehow I Always Ask Myself...
Am I Still Alive Or Am I Dead?

A Human Without Heart Is As Good As Dead
The Greatest Strength Yet Weakness Of His
Being Emotional
For He Shall Turn Emotionless
By Then He Have Neither Any Strength & Weakness

As The Day Turn Into Night
He Who Have No Heart
Shall Walk The Lonely Road, The Only One No One Ever Know
He Walk Alone~

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Regret ~

2008-05-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

Regret.... Sibei Regret...
Make Wrong Decision... Regret...
Why I Make This Decision... WHY

Haix... Regret is Too Late..
What Done Can Never Un-Done..
What Bound To Happen Should Happen Haix...

Emo... Leave Me Alone... Let Me EMO FOR THE NIGHT! (~.~)

Saddening...

Haix...
My Heartbreak Into Pieces...

Nth Left For Me Le

Haix... Wake Up Went To Sch...

Attend Lesson... Then Doin Stun During Lesson Again As Usually...

Well..
After Lesson Heart Broke Into Piece

Went To Winst Aunt Hse Cut Hair..
Rather To Say Cut Hair... I Go Change Hairstyle..
Due To Tiredness I Fall A Slp
And When I Wake Up

I Was "WAD THE TOOT*"
I Rmb Correctly 100% My Fring Was At The Right-Side...
When I Open My Sleepy Adorable Eyes...
It Shifted...
TO THE LEFT!

ARH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Bad Hair Day

Emo
Sad
Heartbreaking...
My Hair.... (~.~)
Make Wrong Decision...
Shouldnt Cut Hair...
Shouldn't Fall A Slp

No Very Unused To My Latest Hair-Style..
It So ...
I Dunnoe Wad To Say...

Haix...
Well Life Go On... Though Hair Spoilt My Mood So Much~~~

~ Zack Wu Zhen Guang~ Cheer

~ Imeem Hate Me ~

2008-05-12T22:50:00.002+08:00

Well I Guess I Cant Really Properly Insert A Song Using Imeem

It Hate Me So Much...
Cant Really Play Full Song

Haix...

Guess Im Goin To Change Song Soon

EMO SONG xD

Im Going To Revert Back To My Emo-Self...
Yup Think That Suit Me So Much

I Wanna Be GOD OF EMO
That None Can Replace...

WAHAHAHAHA!

~ Ya ~

2008-05-12T07:35:00.002+08:00

Well Posting This My Mind Is Blank...
Couldnt Think Nor Come Out With Any Topic....

Well Sat Second Bro Winst And His Girl-Girl
Went To Celebrate Their Strong 365 Days Of Relationship With Ech Other...
Yup, They Hab Been For Each Other For A Year Le..
Though Within Year... They Did Break And Back
Though The Girl Did Heart-Breaking Thing To Him...

He Actually Manage To Forgiv & Forget....
Well What To Do... My 2 Bros GF
One Is "YE MAN BA DAO" Another Is "Diao Man Ren Xing"
Hahaha

O.O This Got Me Wonder Wad Will Happen To Me...
Perhaps Be A Monk o.O!
Idea Right Hahahaa

1st Bro And 2nd Bro Pathetic Fate Was Always This
At First They Are The Man...
But When Table Turn...
Their GF became The Man Instead...
Well... Amusing Indeed... Hahaha

Wonder If Da Sao & Er Sao Became Good Sister Wad Will Happen Leh?
I Know...
That Mark The End For Both Jia Rui & Winst....
Hahahahaha
As Prophecy Say So...
Hahahahahahaha

Ya Im F.O.N Here Right Now

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Record Breaking ~

2008-05-10T23:58:00.002+08:00

Woah Another Craazy Thing Done.....

Fri... Early Lesson Till Noon...
Shag
But After Hearing God-Daddy Sweet Voice I Rush Down To Office..
&
Settle The Deployment As Fast As I Could....
(Actually I Lie... Not His Sweet Voice Cause Me Do So, It Because He Say When Deployment Is Done He Brg Me To TCC Drink Coffee..)

So Hahaha

Yup Knowing I Working Morning Shift At Airport..
I Still Accompany My God-Dad To Tcc...
Play A Fool
Till 4am
He Send Me Home...
I Bath And Head Down To Airport Work Till 3

Yes... I Didnt SLP....
At Airport I Look Seh Seh
But Alot Approach Me Ask Me Why I So Long Never Go There Work Le
Hahaha

I Almost Trip And Topple The Thing At Shop As My Vision Very Blur...
I Walk As If Im Drunk...
In The End Buai Tahan.. I Went Up To The Garden Rest My Eyes For 15 Min...
At Least It Help Me Throughout the Work...

Whew..
Sold 5 set today
Not Bad... But Not enough...

Hahaha

Well Slp Until 10pm... Guess Wad
I Goin Hang Till 4am Again And Head Airport

~ Zack Wu Zhen Guang ~

~ The 13th Seal ~

2008-05-09T23:59:00.001+08:00

Early In The Morning, During Lecture
God-Daddy Give Me A Call

And We Chat On Phone About Some Issue...
Ya... Gonna Agree On 3 Thing He Say To Me

1st: Im Mentally Break-Down...
I Am Jus Using This Fragile Physical Case To Support Myself..
I No Longer Think Too Much, I Just Roam This World Without Even Have A Mind...

2nd: I Over-Stress
Yup Sort Of... Have Been Picking Up More And More Respondsible..
Yet Pick Up Too Fast And So Fast That I Cant Even Handle..
As All I Wan Is To Lesser My Godfather Burden...

3rd: Im Turning Emotionless...
I Becoming More & More Emotionless... Lesser And Lesser Ppl Can Understand
What Im Thinking
Yup I Know That Very Very Well...

7 Emotion and 6 Desire Have All Been Seal Up By Me...
Just Not To Think Too Much...
But Godfather Ask Me... You Know Where Such Life Can Lead You?
I Ans... Completey Destruction & Break-Down That Where It Lead Me To..
Im Youngest Yet Still The One He Worry Most Haha...

Well What To Do Leh...

One Secret... The Ring On My Neck Have Never Been Took Down At All
It My Heart That Im No Longer Have It Inside...

Since My Godfather Give Himself A Time-Limit...
I Decided To Give Myself A Time-Limit...

A Year...
Within This Year... I Will Un-Seal All My 13th Seals...
Let Fate Decide... If This Year My Heart Awake... Then I Will Go For It...
But After This Year... If My Heart Still Dead... Then There Will Be No Promise
What Will I Become...

A Year To Least My Godfather Worries...
A Year To Give Myself A Chance To Move On...
A Year That All I Need...

Next Year This Date...
Everything Will Be Clear... What My Fate Really Mean...

Unload All Defense Barrier Set By Me...

I Will Temperory Step-Down Bachelor Force Chairman

Ya... Will The 13th Seal Be Form Again...
I Dunnoe...
No One Can Understand Wad Im Thinking...
As Me Myself Can No Longer Know Wad My Mind Is...

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Limit Breaker ~

2008-05-09T03:05:00.003+08:00

Everyone Have Their Limit...
However Not Everyone Know When They Reach Their
And Less Then 10% Human Know Who Know How Far Their Limit Led
Are Able To Break Though This Limit

Still There Limit Breaker Exist In This World...
Well Im Honour To Know Of Such Person...
My God-Daddy.. Each Time When We Seem Him Reach His Limit...
Somehow He Will Just Manage To Break His Own Limit...
Each And Everytime Not Jus Once...

Somehow Becuz Of Him..
I Manage To See Where My Limit Able To Lead Me
And I Can Reach Those Limit...
Pushing Myself Hard...Yet I Never Break It...
Something Is Behind Pulling...
Maybe Becuz Im Lazy Bah...
Hehehe

I Push Myself...
Overdrive Myself...
Stress Myself...

I Cant Forget About Slping For 5 Day But I Need 1 Day To Rest.. And Slp Whole Day..
A Few Night I Never Really Have Long Slp... Max I Slp For 3hr... Min I Slp For An Hour...
And I Wake Up To Push Myself Again..
A Few Time Almost Collaspe... But Like Father Like Son I Should Say..
I Tell Myself... I Cant Fall...
Cant Afford To...
I Can Only Die But Not Fall....

Hahaha
Before I Push Myself Over-Limit...
I Just Wanna Know Sth...
I Wanna Know The Ans...
There Thing I Gonna Do Before Anything....
And I Gonna Do Before I Can Re-Push Myself Over My Limit..

Hahaha
I Come To This World Alone...
There Nothing I Cant Afford To Lose...
If There Is... It Can Only Be Tat...

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ What A Hectic Day ~

2008-05-08T01:30:00.002+08:00

WOAH...
Early In The Morning Wake Up At 9 Almost Let God Dad Say Right...
I Insomia Until Cant Wake Up..
Lucky God Blast Me... I Did Wake Up And Yet Never Late >.<'''

Well Have A 2hour Lab...
Due To It Wed Me And Jia Rui Plan To Buy 4D Together...
Well Wad Num Should We Buy Leh...
In The End We Didnt.. Cuz No Num Came To Our Mind...
Well After Lunch Gt A Bloody Bad News...
The Last Lesson Were CANCEL!!!!

Wad The Toot De... I Only Come Sch For 2hour And I Was Release...
Haix...
Drag My Hectic Body To Lavander Where Office Were...
Reach Le Gt A Mission For Me
That To Accompany "Lao De"
To Ubi There... Meet Gar-Skin Boss...
And Help Them To Paste The CPU Skin Sticker... On The Cpu..
At First We Tot Jus 25 CPU... So No Prob..
Ltr We Found Out Is A Hundred CPUS...
Those Cpu Are For WCG... Becuz The Skin Were In Hellgate Design...
Well... What To Do... PASTE....
So Me And "Lao De" Only Bring The Cpu Down Paste The Skin Then Put Back
Bring Up Again...
And After 2 hour plus... We Complete One Stack ... Which consist 18 CPU...
When We Goin To Start The Second Stack The Factory Ppl Say They Were Goin To Close Soon...
Pack Thing Up And Went Back Office...
Have Dinner With God Daddy And Second Bro..
Wonderful & Marvelous......... VEGETARIAN MEAL...
Hehe
Sorry I Eat Quite Alot...
I Even Eat My Second Bro Share... (X . X)
Too Hungry Lah

After Exercise All My Mac-Spicy Energy For The Whole Afternoon...
As Those Cpu Is Not Light...Furthermore They Are Stacked Up...
So I Gonna Carry Them Up And Down...
Though Im Skinny But Piece Of Cake To Me...
Hehe... I Strong...
But Result In... IM VERY HUNGRY...
So Hehehehe Eat My Vegetarian Fried Rice... Alittle Second Bro De Hor Fun... Alittle Heheh God-Daddy De Hokkien Mee & My Beloved God-Daddy Brought Me Some More Vegetarian Ba Zhang...

Woooooooooo..... Nice~~~!
Hehehe
Haix... Tired Tired Tired...

Wad A Day Hope Tmr Will Be Better...
(=.=) Hardly Can Open My Adorable Big EYES...

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Reveal ~

2008-05-07T04:18:00.002+08:00

I Really Want To Say That My God Dad Was God...
He Can Read My Mind So Accurately... Almost 100%

The 3 Thing He Ask Jia Rui To Tell Me
Today He Finally Reveal Wad The 3 Thing Mean..
Ya..Shock
But Telling Me These..
He Ask Me Wad Am I Goin To Do...

Seriously I Dunnoe
I Ask For Advise...But He Just Tell Me Follow My Heart...
For Someone Like Me...
To Make Decision Like This... Seriously I Dunnoe

In Life I Make Alot Decision Which Are Wrong...
I Dun Wish To Regret Anymore..
But Which Will Be The Right Decision?
To Be Or Not To Be...
That The Question

Locked Myself Behind A Door...
Waiting For It To Be Open By Others...
Will That Person Release Me From My Prison?

Wad Am I Goin To Do...
Wad Should My Decision Be?
I Seriously Dunnoe...
God.Dad Now That You Tell Me This Situation...
I Really Wan To Know Wad Should I Do

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Im Really Not Emo-ing ~

2008-05-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Yawn~~~~
Sun Midnight Gt Call Up And Went Out With Buddy...
Walk The Whole Hougang...
Went To Yio Chu Kang Rd Eat Roti Prata...
Hey Never Ever Eat The Prata There...
It Make Of Bitter-Gourd Flour... Damn Bitter Lor...

Waste My $$$
Today Damn Slpy...
When I Reaching Sch... Jia Rui Told Me Lecture Cancel..
Make Me Got 2hr Of Break Time...
Sianx...
After Break... Went For Lesson..
That Teacher Li Li Lo Lo One Big Chunk Of Stuff...
After Translate I Felt She Just Toking Some A-Lauguage..
Too Profoud For Me To Understand...

Went To Library Invite God...
Woah... Thirsty After Toking To God...
Went Out Buy Drink...
Meet Jia Rui
Went To Night Class...
A-Language Again...

Having Shag Out Badly.. I Went Office
Didnt Do Much Help at Office... As Keep Been Invite By God..
You See... When Invite God On Sofa... Your Head Sure Lower Down...
Then They Keep Say I Must Gt Prob... EMO-ING A Corner...
Welll... Im Not... I Was Slping, Keep Saying This Dun Wanna Emo Will Oso Emo Lah
Hahahaha...

Half-Way There Alot Joke In Office..
First Jia Rui Saw A Coachroach... He Shout And Grab A Chair... Run Out Of The Room
Then Keep Asking Us To Get Rid That "Xiao Qiang"
A Big Man Saw "Xiao Qiang" Scare Until Grab A Chair Standing In On Guard Position...
As If He Wan A One On One Fight With "Xiao Qiang"

Hahaha

Second One Is When God-Daddy Say...With Him Around It Never Dark...
I Add On..
Of Cuz Becuz U Bring Along A Torch-Light Along Wad...
Everyone Laugh Like Shit...
Well That Make Me Awake Alittle...

Eat Roti-Prata Before We Head Home...
On The Way I Wan God-Daddy Explain To Me Wad He Wan Jia Rui To Say To Me..
3 Thing... I Know The First 2
But The 3rd One I Dun Understand...
Then When He Explain... Till The Important Point... He and Jia Rui Will Divert Topic...
Insomia Liao Lor... Make Me Curious Yet Dun Say....

Insomia Insomia Insomia...
Argh... Just What Does The 3rd Thing MEAN....
ARGH!

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ 镇光版 - 情非得已 ~

2008-05-05T03:32:00.002+08:00

难以忘记初次见你
一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里
你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的Naive我想Cherish
看到你受委屈我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什么能够给你
爱你也需要很大的Courage
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

难以忘记初次见
你一双迷人的眼睛
在我脑海里你的身影
挥散不去
握你的双手感觉你的温柔
真的有点透不过气
你的Naive我想Cherish
看到你受委屈我会伤心

只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
Afraid I Got Nothing To Give
爱你也需要很大的勇气
只怕我自己会爱上你
也许有天会情不自禁
想念只让自己苦了自己
爱上你是我情非得已

什么原因~Ya~~
我竟然又会遇见你
我真的真的不愿意
就这样陷入爱的陷阱~Woo Oh Oh~
-----------------------------------------------
This Is How I Sing This Song When Im High...

Hahaha
Remix Yo~~~

Well Ytd Work At Amk Court Sianx...
Eat A Big Egg...
Dunnoe Since When I Have Been Unlucky
When Come To Do Sale..
Others See The Cust Were About To Agree
Yet Last Min Either No Stock..
Or
Cust Consider..
Shake Head...Bad Bad Bad Luck
Today Jus Abit Better
3 Camera....

Dunnoe Why Today So High...
Nv Drink Dun Mis-understand...
Jus Jus Jus... Never Think That Much =)
Let Nature Take It Course...
What Bound To Happen Will Happen

God Must Dislike Me Too Much
So Much That He Will Never Recall Me Back...
Hahaha
A Few Time I Almost Die Becuz Accident (=.=)
Yet I Never...
Cuz Im Being Disliked... No Choice Un-Famous
Born To Be

Well Well
Right Now I Just Following My Heart
Though I Dun Even Have One...
Hahaha
Living With Artificial Heart...
Like Robot... Work Work Work

Settle Prob For Other... Doin Kind Deeds...
Like Wad I Always Tell My Bros
Cherish Ppl Who Care And Love You...

Dun Wait Till Lost Le Then Regret
Regret Then Dont Do...
Live Your Life With No Regret...

Haha
Zg Zg Know How To Say Only
Well That Me Mah..
My Style...

~Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Emotion-Less ~

2008-05-04T02:29:00.003+08:00

Sry God Dad...
I Let You Down Again...
For A Moment I Take Off My Mask Allowing My Emotion To Took Over Mind

Ya...
Still Got A Long Way To Go...
Am Slowly Absorbing Wad You Are Teaching Me...

No Worries, Im Fine...
I Will Learn To Put Back The Mask Again...
A Mask To Hide My Weakness...
That Emotional

Thinking That I No Longer Have Tears...
But Almost It Came Out Again...
Too Bad... Never Will It Be Shed...

Alr Realise Im Starting To Became Less And Less Emotional...
Sooner Or Later...
I Will Turn Out To Be An Emotion-Less Person...

However If That Day Do Come...
I Dont Know Wad Will Happen To Me & Ppl Around Me...
Hahas..
Well Dun Wish To Think And Imagine..

Cuz Only One Thing Wont Have Emotion
And That The Dead...

Hahahaaa
Well, Goin Off To Slp
As Later Im Goin To Fight A War
At AMK Court...

Haha

~Night a.k.a Zack Wu Zhen Guang~

~ Moment ~

2008-05-03T03:44:00.002+08:00

True Purpose Of A Camera~

Well Alot Brought Camera
But None Really Noe Wad The True Purpose Of It

Heeheex..
Though Im A Newbie In Camera Line
But I Guess I Can Understand Alittle...
Camera Is No Design For It Outlook But Rather The Outcome Of The Photo It Produces
However Nowaday Youngster Abuse The Used Of Camera
For Self-Shot... Wad A Waste....
Use Camera Just For Zi Lian..... =.='''

Okay Allow Me To Go Further In Detail
Camera Purpose Link With Moments...
In Life
We Experience Alot Of Moments, Regardless Of Sad, Happy, Crazy...etc

Well Camera Are A Tool So Special It Help Us To Capture These Moments
Which Only Happen Once In Our Life...
Photo Which Store Memories...

A Good Photo Is Not Determine By How Good Your Skill Are
But Rather How Good You Are Able To Bring Moments Back To Life..
How Good You Are Able To Capture The Moments Which You Wanted So Much
That You Hope You Wont Forget...

Haha That My Point Of View...
Once I Able To Fully Understand More.. I Think I Will Be A Good Sale-Person
Heex

Well Guess Tonight Is A Sleepless Night
Cuz No One Argue With Me..
Rather To Say Argue.. I Would Say Debate With Me...
Haiz... No One Dou Zui With Me Tonight..
Hao Bu Xi Guan Wor..... <(*.*)>!!!

Well Well... Anyway Sooner Or Later Im Goin To Reveal My True English Name..
Just When Everyone Think My Eng Name Is Night...
Actuallly Night Just A Nickname Lah...
Well My Real English Name Pronouced Similarly To One Of The Alphabet...
Hahaha
That For You Guy To Know & For You Guy To Find Out

Well Cyz

~ Night ~

~ New Theme For Blog ~

2008-05-02T19:10:00.002+08:00

I Name This Theme Memories...

Well Got My Idea From Blogskins.com...
The Skin Of The Day Was A Slr Camera Themed Skin...

Yet I Didnt Straight DL That Skin And Used Becuz Of The Slr Brand
Used In That Skin...
Well The Slr Camera Brand Was Konica

I Prefer Nikon...Hahaha
So I Find A Similar Design SLR From Nikon...
And Recreate It...

Those Thing Written There Was Just To Enhance The Picture Effect...
Purely Effect Nia...
It Mean Nothing.... At Least For Me...
Okay...
Dun Miss Understand It Thinking I Gt Some Sort Of Crush On Someone..

It Purely To Enhance The Pic.... Understand!

Well Back To Topic... Too Bad I Forget How To Change My Backgrd Colour To Black
Or Else It Will Be Better...

Well That All For Today
And... Thank For That Person Who Send Me The Song "Realize"
Actually It A Nice Song... But I Say Not Nice Becuz I Wan See
Whether More Nice Song Will Be Send To Me Not Hahahahaha...

~Night~

~ Life & Fate ~

2008-04-30T21:25:00.002+08:00

Whenever I Wanna Be Happy Something Bad Bound To Happen

Early In The Morning... My Parents
Cursed And Swear At Me... As NYP Send A Warning Letter To My Hse...

Not Knowing Any Content Of The Letter I Was Scolded...
When Finally I Was About To Go Sch... My Sister Attitube-ly Pass Me The Letter

When I Read The Content... I Feel Like Asking All My Family Member To
FUCK OFF.....

RAD... That The Module...
All Thank To Valrie That Old Hag...
Anyhow Send Me Warning Letter Causing Me To Get Scold For Nothing...

As I Attend Her Lesson... During Class She Even Make Fun Of Me
Yet She Can Forget To Mark My Attendance And Send Me Warning Letter...

Thank Leh...
For Causing My Relation With My Family WORST!
Damn....
Nvm... Just Another Fuel To The Fire... And Cuz It Burn...
Nth To Me Actually...

So Wad... Ever Since I Was Born.
I Was Not Been Look Upon To...
Whatever I Do Is Wrong...
Alr Used To It...My Name At My Relatives There Is Alr Very Bad ...
Why Not MAKE IT WORST...
Frankly Speaking I Dun Giv A Damn Le....

My Pride, Honour And Heart Alr Dead....
To Me I Have Nothing Left In This World To Care And Consider About...

My Tears Have Alr Dry Up...
To Tell The Truth I Can Tell Everyone ...
Even Today My Mum, Dad Or Sis Pass Away...
I Wont Shed A Single Tear.
For Now Tears I Shed Shall Only Be My Grandma & G.D

Since Young My Dad Love To Pin Point Me
But Still When I Grow Up I Will Provide Them Everything For Their Late Life...
However That Materialise Only...

My Heart Was Hurt So Badly Once...
Now Once More...
Come On... Dun Make Me Wait Anymore... One Shot Let It Destroy Not even Ashes Is Left

When Time I Need Someone To Support....
I Can Either Find None Or Find It Pointless To Do So...

None Can Understand Me, Not Even My Family...
Neither Do I Understand Myself... Perhaps I Just Dun Wish To Be Understand..

When Child Do Wrong.. They Must Say Sorry...
When Parents Did Wrong... They Just Used Excuses To Prove They Are Always Right...

FUCK....

The Nxt Excuses From My Parents To Me... I Will Just Tell Them...
It Pointless..Damnit....

Hurt, Pain, Agony, Sorrow, Disappointed....
That The Life Im Having...

If Home Is The Shelther For One...
Then To Me... This Shelther Has Alr Been Destroy By Hurricane...
This Shelther No Longer Able To Let Me Rest...

Privancy.... Freedom...
All This Is Just A Dream To Me Which Can Never Come True...

Happiness Is Something So Far For Me To Attain....
Fate Is So Cruel Toward Me...

When I Fall And Prepare To Stand Up To My Feet...
Another Burden Will Just Fall On Me And Make Me Fall Again...
How And When Can I Ever Get Back Up And Walk On...

My Mum Everytime Threaten To Suicide..When Family Have Prob...
Even Smalllest Matter...
Well I Should Tell My Mum This...
Damn It.... No, I SHOULD GO...

Life Is So Pointless To Me
All I Want Is Just Encouragement...
Yet Pail And Pail Of Cold Water Just Keep Pouring At Me

No One Can See The Good I Done...
All They See Is Just The Bad I Done...
Ampilfy My Mistake And Cover My Credit...
Thank... Huh....

To Summarise...
Im A Bastard... Asshole... Zek Ark Freak....
I Only Harm This World...
Dirty It...
I aint No Human
Im A Beast .... Inhuman, Cold-Blooded Devil...
I Bring Agony To Others...

If That The Way Others Wan Me To Be...
So Be It....

If The World See To Crushes Me...
Then It Will Go Down With Me As Well...

Neither Hope For Future Nor Dream For Happiness...
My World... Is Cover With Un-Disperable Dark Cloud...
It Collapsing So Fast... Too Fast...

Im Tired, Really Tired... Sick And Tired
Need A Break To Rest...
But I Have No Chance... To Slack Down

~Night~

~ Midnight Hang Out ~

2008-04-29T01:51:00.002+08:00

Time Now is 1.54am

Guess Where I am I?

Hahaha...
Well... That Doesn't Matter...

There Too Much Thing To Do
Yet Too Less Time To Used...

Maybe... One Day Walking In Sch
Suddenly "BOM"
I Lying On The Concrete Floor In The Middle Of The Pathway

......
Falling A Slp How?

hahahaha
Well Gtg Work

~Night~

~ Some ~

2008-04-28T12:18:00.002+08:00

有些咖啡
值得让人，用一个午后的时间
坐下，静静的品尝
宁听着心里的话语
------------------------------
Well Well After Reading The Above Statement

I Understand What It Trying To Say...
This Ad Statement.... Not Only Mean To Promote Coffee

If You Read It From Another Angle...
You Will Realise

What It Trying To Say Is Actually Link To Life

Well... Sometime We Do Not Want Something To Happen To Us
Or
Perhaps We Do Not Expect Thing To Happen...

But Wad Meant To Be Will Be
Maybe In Others Eyes, What We Does Or Do Is Worthless..

But Just Like Coffee..
Different Ppl Have Different Taste...

Therefore We Will Felt Worth Spending Time
Drinking It ....

Pleasure Of Lift... Can Never Be Determine..

Well
That All

~Night~

~ No TCC Day ~

2008-04-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

Well... Though Plan To Go TCC Today De
But Guess No Fate To Go There Today Bah

Haha

Well... Early In The Morning
God-Uncle Call... Tell Me One Guy Late For Work...
Haix... Thought That Guy Should Be Early...
As He Jus Stay Next To That Working Place...
Wad The *Toot*

Then Around Afternoon.. Recieve Call Again
Saying Last Min Additional Outlet... AMK Court

Went Down... See God-Daddy...
LOL
He Work Nikon For The Day
Haha

Went In Knowing Samsung Promoter Did Sth Agitate G.D Challenge Mode
So Together Me And G.D
Wash Samsung Like No One Business

But Guess That Samsung Promoters Sibei Heng...

Nik and Oly Stock All Limited

Wadever Model We Sell...
They Will Just Last Min Tell Us No Stock....

"WHAT NO STOCK"

Sianx... Diao...
Battle Morale Drop To The Pit...

Furthermore The Air-Con Spoilt...
Go There Like Go Sauna

Well... TCC Trip Ruin... Becuz Of Work...
Saddening...
But NVM

TCC Are Always There...
And Tmr Will Be The Day I Go...
Whahahaha

TCC Here I Come!

~Night~

~ Finally ~

2008-04-25T04:05:00.002+08:00

Finally

After Such A Long Wait
I Have Officially Took Over The Chairman Sit From Jia Rui
My Elder Bro

Who He Created Wad We Call Digital-Bachelor Force...

Pathetically...
Though I Took Over His Sit...
This Club Seem To Only Left Me And Just Me

Well This Make It Even More Entertaining For Me

After 1st Of April
Vow To Change My Life Completely..
Im Been Ask By This Question I Dun Even Know How Should I Ans
"Are You Happy With This Type Of Life"

To An Extent... I Dont Really Know What Happy Mean Anymore..
Rather To Say Im Happy, I Prefer To Ans "I Used To This Type Of Life"

Roaming The Earth Without Any Soul...
Im Used And Enjoying As I Need Not Think Or Consider Any

Just Like Robot, Order Given Carry Out With Absolute

The Ultimate Unlife Way
Amuse Me Every Single Sec

Desire Of Being The Worthy
I Would Like To Have The Feel
How Will It Like To Led Such Life
How Was It Feel Like To Be Wad They Call 独孤求败

If Everyone Aim To Be God
My Aim Will Be Just Totally Their Opposite
I Aim To Be Demonic-Devil

Because This Way I Am
Unique

~Night~

~ Coffee House ~

2008-04-24T02:40:00.003+08:00

I Believe Most Ppl Went To Coffee House

Either To Relax And Enjoy The Coffee Been Serve There
Or
Gathering Purpose...

Well I Personally Dun Really Visit Coffee House Until
Recently My G.D Brought Me To One...
Seriously I Enjoy The Atmosphere There

Relaxing...

Hopefully This Sat Im Able To Standby Myself...
And Relax Myself At The Coffee House Which I Think Im Addicted
Haha

A Moment In The Coffee House Make Me Feel Im Actually Still Alive
Nowaday
My Routine Was Like; School, Office, School, Office...
Hahaha
Sound So No-Life Right?
I Noe I Noe
Well Kinda Used To It At The Same Time Enjoying Such Life...
Rather To Say I Love To Work In Office...
I Think I Should Say I Love The Feeling Of Staying In Office Doing My Duty

As An Admin Staff
I Wouldn't Consider Myself As A Management Level Staff.. Rather Admin
Cuz Wad Im Doin Is Jus Nothing Compare To My G.D (~.~)
I Shall Take My Time And Learn As Much As I Could...

Hahaha

Frankly Speaking Between Pub And Coffee House..
I Choose Coffee House..
I Would Love To Go Have Coffee With G.D
Then Drink Beer With G.D

Beer Is Bad For Health!
Hahaha

I Am Just Like A Cup Of Coffee...
Though Cover With Strong Aroma, Taste Bitter Without Adding Any Sugar...

Aroma Is Just A Mask To Hide The Bitterness Of A Coffee

Well I Still Prefer Coffee With Less Sugar, As Too Much Will Just Spoilt
Coffee Real Feeling

Well...
If I Cant Be Located Neither In Sch Nor Office
Then The Only Place I Would Be Found Is TCC Coffee House... Hahaha

Gonna Catch Some Slp Before They Run Away...
~Night~

~ Office Hours (O.o) ~

2008-04-23T22:33:00.002+08:00

Well The Day Start Great...

Slept Well Last Night, Wake Up Early In The Morning
Thank To G.D Morning Chat...
Haha

Well Head To Sch...
30MIN!!!! Before Lesson Start..
Consider A Great Break-Though

Strange Thing Happen
Jia Rui Mood Was On Extreme
He Look So Happy Today... Haha

Anyway.. Lunch Time Jia Rui Ask Me
Usually Ppl Working Office Hour Wad Their Lunch Time
I Reply 1pm - 2pm

Then We Started A New Discussion
Ppl Work Office Hour, I Too Work Office
Wondering Why Mine Hour Is So Different From Others
They Work Until 5pm Or 6pm
Me Too
But Is Consider AM Instead
Hahaha
Well Unique Wad.. Haha
Because Im Unique... Special
Hahaha

Our Last Lesson We Gonna Log In To This So Call Market-Place
and Set Up Business
When I See The Position Of Human-Resource Manager
I Laugh
Cuz That Wad I Have Been Doin All Along

After School Head Down To Office To Do My Work...
And So My Office Hour Began Again
Hahaha
Enjoying Every-Moment Doing Paper Work
Hahaha

Say I No Life..
Cuz I Long Forgotten Wad The Feeling Of Having Life
Hahaha

As Usual... This Hour Im Still In Office..
Haha
~Night~

~ Whee ~

2008-04-17T23:19:00.000+08:00

God Bless Me

I Manage To Finish Deploying Ppl...
Now Jus Need To Worry Is Whether Did I Miss Out Any

Anyway Have A Fun Day
Wake Up Went Sch (In Fact I Never Slp)
Have My Lesson... Then Lecture Lecture And More Lettuce O.o

Well Head Home Slp...
Meeting My Cute Adorable Sei Si God.D At Funan
Cause We Need To Do Setup There...

Thinking I Was Late... But The Roadshow Setup Is Not Even Started...
o.O Well Went Up Have My Dinner With God.D
He Vegetarian So He Can Only Eat.... Mmmmm Let Seee
Ya... Prata, Paper Prata...
And
I Got Myself... Mmmm... Korean Soba Fish Meal...
Well When I Brought My Food Over The Table...
My God.D Stare At My Fish And Then Me...
Well Because My Fish Is Quite Big In Size Without Seeing The Head..

Ok So I Ate My Meal...
Mmm Now That I Rmb, NYP Dun Seem To Be Selling Any Korea Food...
Too Bad... Cuz Im Addicted To It Le
Ok...
We Went Down And Then Realise Those Slow Croach Is Still Laying The Flooring For The Rdshow
So We Went To TCC Drink Coffee...
First Time To TCC...
Though I Visited Cafe Before But I Usually Go Starbuck...
But God.D Tell Me TCC Atmosphere Is Better Compare If U Wan Go Cafe Like Starbuck
Order American Blend.. And Whoo Actually I Should Say..
It Really Relaxing At The Cafe... Hahaha

But Relaxing Mood End Fast Becuz When It Goin To 9pm We Realise We Were Being Punk..
Olympus Setup Have Been Post To Tmr Morning And None Inform Us That...
And Well Guess Something Jus Never Change...
God.D Curse And Swear Against The Sale Rap... Hahahaha
Head To Office And Boom
I Manage To Settle Deployment Stuff
And Hehe
Me And God.D
Talk Cock, Sing Song, Play Mahjong In Office...

Well Guess Today Is Actually Not A Bad Day =)

~Night~

~ Another Day ~

2008-04-16T03:25:00.002+08:00

Woah
Another Boring Day Hab Passed
Hours Ltr I Gt Sch To Attend
Hopefully It Would Be Better Than Mon

Went Office... Trying To Settle All Deployment Detail..
Well This Week Quite Worrying So Must Start Planning Earlier

Every Deployment Can Be Call A Challenge
As Every Week U Will Find Urself Facing Different Type Of Prob

Well Quite Fun Yet Sometime It Can Be Stressful...

Haha
Just Found Out There A Very Naive Person In Sch..
I Cant Believe It Man.....
The "Male And Female Cats Story"
Even Fool Know It F.O.N
But That Person Believe In It
I Cant Blame That Person. What I Can Only Say Is Navie

Haha
Also Found Out That Jia Rui Christian Name Was...
Johnny Ng O.o
LOL

Stay In Office... And G.D Was Teaching Us How To Create Our Own Signature..
Mmm... Must Practise Practise Practise
Until I Can Finally Sign A Beauti Beauti Beautiful Signature

Entertainment For The Day

Haha
Gtg

~Night~

~ Sch Life Felt So Lifeless ~

2008-04-15T01:59:00.003+08:00

Yawn~~~~

Good Morning Jus Awake From My Slp...
Cawling Out From My Coffin....Oops... I Mean Bed...
Just To Post My Blogger...

Damn... Recently Eat Too Much Roti Prata Liao...
Now Throat.. Able Unstable...

Well Hours Ago Before I Reach Home Fallen Aslp..
I Was In Sch, Having My 1st Day

Not Really Enjoyable...
Especially The Thought Of 1st Week 1st Day Gonna Night Class...
Which Cuz My Mood To Drop To The Lowest... As It Was Tiring...

However Interesting Stuff Do Happen You See
Jus For These Case Which Make Me Laugh Until I Cant Tahan

After My First Lecture
Me & Jia Rui Walk Out Of The Room..
We Saw Sandra.... My "Sis" & Her 2 Sister
Then Jia Rui Turn Around And Ask Me...
To Help Him Ask Sandra To Intro Him The Girl Walking On Her Rightside...

The Prob Is After Hearing This I Burst Out Into Laughter...
Jia Rui Was Stun...
As I Reply Him... Dunnid She Intro... I Can Straight Away Giv You Her Num...
Before He Could Realise Who That Girl Was....
I Told Him... That Girl... Is The NO LIFE I Have Been Talking About...
Wahahahaha
What A Joke Joke Joke....

Hehe
In The End Sis Sandra Did giv Jia Rui Her Num And Hotmail...
Hahaha

Think Jia Rui Mati Bom Bi Bi
I Sure Go Back Tell GodFather This Story

~Night~

~ 背叛 ~

2008-04-14T03:42:00.004+08:00

雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开

尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人欣赏悲哀

爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间永远都夹着空白

缺
了一块就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快

心
有一句感慨
我
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前替我再回头看看
那些片段还在不在

紧紧相依的心如何say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句say goodbye
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
------------------------------------
这首歌是本少爷 KTV 必点之歌
这就是其中一首我干爹时常听的歌
重复听到我不用看歌词都会唱 --.--

也就是这首歌，我醒了。

背叛是一种很怪的歌。
可以是悲伤
也可以是解脱的歌。

我听的背叛不再是悲伤
而是解脱

呵呵
干老豆
别再说我 EMO KIA
我不EMO LOR

哈哈哈

HAIx，多几个钟头就开学了
真没办法。。。

~Night~

~ A Moment ~

2008-04-12T03:58:00.002+08:00

For A Moment, The Secondary Zg Was Awaken...

The Zg That Scared Alot Ppl... That Zg Which Can Mak Stangers Totally Dun Understand...
Anyway Dun Worry

Ever Since I Decided To Let Him Lie Dorment Within Me
He Will Nv Be Awake...

The Zg Once Let Ppl Think He Is A Assasin Every Moment Planning To Kill Other
Will Never Be Awake....

Hahaha
Anyway, Went To Ktv With Jia Rui
Sing Song Drink A Little Beer
Shiok I Should Say... But I Will Only Drink With A Few

Cuz A Drinking Man Will Never Be A Good Family Guy....

For This I Faith I Will Uphold It Till I Leave This World...

Hahaaa

That All Bah... Think I Found My Way Back =)

~Night~

The Fate Of Weakling Is To Be Devour
Not To Be Devour Is To Not Let Others See You As Weakling
Those Left Behind Support Shall Only Be The
STRONGEST!

~! After Sometime !~

2008-04-11T04:36:00.002+08:00

Wow... It Had Been Sometime Since I Last Post

Well Have Been Busy With Admin Stuff...
As I Worked Not Only As A Part-Time Promoter But Also A Part-Time Clerk

Hehe
Always Stay Late OT At Office
Hehe, Quite Like To Stay At The Office It Like A Second Home..
So Comfortable And Relax... Always Find My Laugh In The Office...
We Joke, Play A Fool And Sometime Even Do Crazy Stuff...
But Work Still Come First.... Joke Only At Night
Haha

Therefore Each Time I Will Be Dead Tired Reaching Home
Hahaha

Everyone Working For The Company
Must Be Now Thinking How They Should Spend Their Hard-Earn Money
Haha As IT Show Pay Is Slowly Issue.. Everyone Is Excited How Much They Earn

LoL
Another Thing About Office Is That
If You Wan To Learn Any Love-Emo Song
All You Need To Do Is Visit Office For A Week

And You Will Find That
Without A Lyrics, You Actually Can Sing The Song Out
LoL
I Alr Can Rmb The Lyrics Of "Bei Pan"
Haha
Now Learning How To Sing "Way Be Into Love"
Coming Up Next Will Be "Cha Jian Er Guo"

You See It Like A Music Sch There Man
LoL
Haha~~~~
I Noe My God.D See This Posting Sure Will Only Give Me A Comment
That Is
~F.O.N

Haha

Anyway Gonna Catch Some Slp Before They Escape

~Night~
----------------------------------------------------------------
当初的结义似乎以被遗忘
如果结下的义失去了原有的意义
那么这义也只是一个虚伪的承诺!

~ Well Well ~

2008-04-08T05:14:00.002+08:00

Woah....

Ytd Night Having A Great Dinner With
Winston(Second God-Bro), Sheng & Sandra
Of Cuz Not Forgetting My Godfather

Haha
We Feast But Not Godfather
As He Is Goin Vegetarian, Ah Hah!

Hahaha
Reason Of Having A Meal?
Becuz We Are Celebrating Winston B'day Earlier
Hahaha

Godfather Even Brought A Cake For Him...
Whooooooo
However

Next Time A Smaller Cake Pls... Though The Cake Was Yummy
But Still It Way Too Big Sia

As Only Some Eat The Cake And I Was Lyk Wor

Pls I Still Dun Wan To Have A Cake Phobia As I Still Haven Get To Enjoy My b'day

Hahaha

Anyway It Was A Fun Enjoyable Meal
As Me, Winst And Sheng Talk About The Past
Hahahaaaa...

It Always Good To Rmb The Past
But Certain Memories Should Never Be Recall

Haha
Like The Zi Char Thing At Kovan, Pls Never Speak Of That Again
Embarrass Me... I Gt Image De... Dun Spoilt It Dude...
Ltr I Cant Find My Happiness How... Haha!

Think That All
Gonna Catch Some Slp Soon

~Night~

~ Battle Between The Devil And Angel ~

2008-04-07T00:36:00.003+08:00

Sad To Say Im Always Too Emotional
Which Lead To EMO-TIC Reaction

Sad Case Huh?
Well No Choice... Born This Way
The Point Is Whenever I Try To Be A Ruthless Emo-less Devil
Something Were Bound To Be There To Stop Me
Never No Wad Is That Stopping Me...
By Each Time Without Fail There Will Be Something Or Someone To Stop Me

I Have Been Really Tired Of Battling The Devil & Angel Within Me
I Should Have Not Worry About Anyone
As Im Nobody To Anybody
I Should Hab Just Change Myself Without Been Stop
Realising This I Start To Admire My Big Brother... Jia Rui...
For Been Emotionless For 3 Years
And Having Been The Chairman Of Bachelor Club For That Long

Wow... Nice One Dude...

Therefore I Come Out With A Conclusion
I Think It Time For Me To End The Contract...
I Will Fulfil The Last Condition
After Issuing The Pay...
And I Think It Time To Stop All Torture
I Will Buy The Last Perfume, Gucci; Envy Me
Then I Shall End The Contract...
As I Just Say Im Nobody To Anybody...
If I Continue That Contract It Will Be Just A Torture To Me

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Time To Stop Being A Mr Nice And Be Back Mr Nothing
Well Gtg Check Out My Facebook...
Dumb Dumb Might Have Been Dead As I Never Went To Feed Him
For MMMMM....
2 Day

So Long

~Night~

~ Too Late ~

2008-04-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

Well This Morning Went To Send My God-Granny Through Her
Last-Journey

Seeing Quite Alot Ppl Crying For Her
At The Moment I Felt Sad Too
Well We All Have To Go One Day
At Least When Leaving The Memories Will Still Remain In Those Living

Realise Sth From This Funeral
We Tend To Regret After Something Is Lost...

I Cant Imagine When My Parents Are Gone
What Will I Do?

When We Are Kids We Tend To Be Naughty
Defy Whatever They Tell Us
But We Never Try To Feel Their Love Toward Us
Yup
They Scold And Beat Us
They Might Say Sth That Really Hurt Us
But Afterall They Are Still Our Parents
Whatever They Do, LOVE Is Still Their Main Objective To Us

Leave The Hse....
Create Trouble Outside
Became A Hopeless Person...
Do Thing That Defy And Hurt Their Hearts...

But One Day They Leave Us
Then We Regret Dun You Ppl Think It Alittle Bit Too Late And Pointless?
We Never Cherish Whatever We Have
But Once We Lost It
We Will Start Regret... Why Didnt We Cherish What We Once Had
Pls.. My Friends... Cherish Your Parents While You Still Have The Chance
Dun Hurt Them By Making Them Worry... Afterall They Still Love Their Children
Perhaps One Day When We Ourselves Became Parents We Will Know Their Stress

I Very Envy Of One Friend Of Mine
Though Losing Sth So Impt A Few Time
Chances Were Always Be Given To Recover The Lost
Hey, Take My Advise... Cherish Abit
Cuz One Day When Chances Were Used Up
It Will Be Too Late To Do Anything Le

Well
I Guess
Im Lucky Too
Though Im Quite A Loner
But At Least I Gt Brothers and My Cute Lonely God-Father
By My Side
I Should Really Be Glad And Content Bah
I Guess

Gtg
Shall End Here

~Night~

~ Peek-A-Boo Peek-A-Boo ~

2008-04-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

Finally After Month, Week, Day, Hours, Min And Sec
I Manage To Create A New Theme For My Blog
Whoo~

Changing From Solem Emo Theme To This Cute Cute One
Inspiration Is From... Let Seeeeeeee
All Thank To Queenie That *Toot*
Sitting On Her Car And Listen To This Song
But This Song Dun Really Help Much... Until
My Facebook Baby... Nite Wu Dumb Dumb...
See That Expression Of His... And This Song
Booom
Inspiration Came In ....

Hahahaha

Nice Nice Nice?
Give Some Comment Bah Or Else Dumb Dumb And I Will Be =(
Hahaha

Cute Song I Should Say
Dun You Ppl Agree...
Hahaha

~Night~

~ Last Of Such Post ~

2008-04-01T04:08:00.002+08:00

This Shall Be My Last Emo-tic Post
Hopefully...

Haha

Dunnoe Why Ever Since Break-Up
I Have Been Not Like Me
Perhaps Because It My First R/S

I Cant Really Put Blame To Anyone But Myself
Fault Was Make By Me Afterall.
If I Could Just Be Stronger Abit, Thing Might Not End Up That Why
If I Could Control Jealousy.
Well What To Do?
"Though Truth Is Always Cruel, But It Still A Fact That It True No Matter How Much You Wish To Deny It"

In Life Thing Just Passes So Fast, That Every Moment Will Fade Aways In Memories
What We Can Cherish Is Always Those Memories

Have Be Running A Circle To Avoid The Problem... But End Of The Day It Pointless..
Afterall You Still Gonna Face The Problem.
Isn't It? =)

Dunnoe Whether I Have Enough Courage To Face It?
I Just Goin To Face It, No Matter Wad Happen I Think I Will Be Find De.
Even If Im Just A Small-Light... I Still Can Stop The Dark From Totally Engulf My World

Gonna Learn How To Stand Up Le, No Longer A Kid And Wait For Others Help Me Up
Haha...

I Have Been Betray By No One But Myself...
I Betray My True Feeling As Always...
Knowing I Regret Like Hell, I Just Say Regret My Foot..
Haha...
~Human Greatest Enemy Is Never Other But Themselves~
To Be Hurt By Ownself I Could Say...
Who To Blame Then
Only Myself

Well What To Do, Face The Fact And Say Thank You With A Smile Bah =)

Tzewei
I Know You Have Been Reading My Blog.. Dun Worry...
I Will Be Fine De.. Seriously
If You Find Someone Who Can Do A Better Job Of Caring And Loving You Compare To Me..
Then Move On Okay? At Least I Know You Are Happy That More Then Enough For Me
As My Wishes Is Always For You To Be Happy And Cheerful..
Promise Me That You Will Stay Happy =D

Sandra
Face Whatever Your Heart Is Telling You
Be Honest With Yourself...
And Never Ever Do Silly Stuff Because Of Hurtful Past..
Kk? Cheer Up Sis

Winston
Cherish Every Moment Of Feeling Toward Your R/S Is A Good Thing
But A Relationship Can Only Last When Both Party Give N Take You Know?
If It Only One Party Giving All The Way You Will End Up Suffering
You Get My Point, I Know
Jus Not Wanting To See You Walking The Path I Walk..
May You And Ur Girl Girl Be Bless By Happiness As Always =)

Sheng Kang
Though I Know You Surely Will Argue With Me About Wad Im Goin To Tell You
Haha
But I Still Goin To Say This
Dun Let Your Mind Be Confuse By Love And Crush...
Even If Time Where You Have To Make Choices...
I Believe You Know Who Actually Is Your Truely Loved
Dun Because Of A Short-Confusion Give Up On Those You Truely Love And Love You Truely
Have Faith With Your Love.. Dun Leave A Regrets There

Jia Rui
For Christ Sake When Will You Get Off That Chair-Man Sit
Hahaha
Just Wanna Say If In Your Life You Met Someone Whu Truely Deserve You To Love
Then Go For It Dude
You Have Been Regretting For 3years
Are You Goin To Regret Furthermore.. Dude Come On...

Daniel
Though I Always Make Decision That Leae Regret.. But There One Thing I Never Regret...
To Call You God-Daddy... You Taught Me Alot Thing About Life... Which I Dun Think I Can Learn From Anywhere
Hahaha
Thank For Guiding Me.
Still I Wondering Of All... You Are The Only One That Really See Through Me
Hahaha Must Start Beware Of That Talent Of Yours =p

Well Guys
Good Luck For The Future...
Will Continue To Blog..
But Less Emo-tic Way... Best Not To Emo Right?
Hahaha
If I Cant Cure Myself Then No One Else Will

~Night~

~ Tears Of A Guy, Take Alot Of Courage ~

2008-04-01T00:32:00.002+08:00

At This Moment, I Finally Pick Up The Courage Up
To Be Able To Shed Tears Which I Held Back So Long

To Be Able To Cry Alone...

For A Guy To Fight On Battlefield
Take So Much Less Courage
Then For A Guy To Shed His Tears

What Gone Can Never Come Back
Even Regrets Just Seem No Point At All
Life Is Full Of Regrets, As Choices Were Always Force To Decide
Fate Is Just So Cruel That It Always Show That God Never Favour Anyone

April Fool... To Others Is Always A Day To Joke & Fool Others
And This Day I Was Been Fool.. Not By Human But Rather Fate

Ya Gonna Admit Im a Weakling
To Uphold My Belief Of Guy Should Never Shed Tears
But Now I Realise I Can No Longer Be Upholding Any Belief Anymore
Im Just Sick And Tired Of Hiding Aways Emotion

What Always Come From My Mouth Is Always So Diff From My Heart
I Once Say I Will Never Regrets, But Deep Down I Know Clearly That I Will
But Like Wad I Say Regret Just Seem Pointless

I Am Always Alone Surround By Darkness
At Moments When I Was Feeling Down, No Longer Felt Life Is Meaningful
I Was Always Alone
This Is My Fate

Under The Happy Mask Is Sorrow
I Guess This Is Why Guy Die Earlier Then Girl
As We Never Really Vent Out The Emotion Hidden Within
Due To This It Can Actually Kill Us

To Finally Pick Up The Courage To Cry
Haha
Pls Allow Me To Do This, Just This Time, This Very Day
I Am Really Tired Out Le

So Tired That I Barely Can Stand Anymore

~Night~

~ Moody Day ~

2008-03-31T23:06:00.002+08:00

Just Came Back From A Furneral

Daniel Mum Pass Away This Afternoon
Seriously During Chinese New Year, I Met Her
She Was A Cheerful Person...
Just Couldn't Expect That She Pass Away Like That

Sad Is The Word To Describe
However I Know Daniel And Andy Feel Even Worst...
To Lost Someone Overnight
Especially Someone That Mean So Much To Them...
Andy Was Sad When He Mention About How His Mum Pass Away
Though Daniel Act Normally
But I Sense The Sorrow From His Heart

I Dunnoe.
Perhaps Im Too Emotional
I Feel Sad Too.
For Sometime I Really Want To Scold Myself
I Would Like To Scold
" ZG When Will You Stop Acting And Start Showing, You Are Sad, Worry. Why Cant You Just Show Your True Emotion Out"
Yup Im Worry, Daniel And Andy Never Ate Any... I Buy Them Some Soup Hopefully They At Least Have Some... But Ya They Didnt
Im Fustrated Because I Didnt Do Anything
Why... Am I Always Hiding
Daniel Told Me Not To Worry For Him As He Always Noe How I Feel
But As Usual I Acted Tough And Told Him I Never Worry

I Always Acted I Dun Care...
Well I Care... Yup Foolish I Could Say...
Toward Alot Of Thing, I Always Acted Tough...
But Even The Toughest Guy Will Cry...

Life Really Really Amaze Me
It Can Be So Short Yet So Long

Well That All
~Night~

~ Cure ~

2008-03-31T00:16:00.002+08:00

I Gonna Admit That I Cant Cure Myself.

Used To Believe If I Can Cure And Help Other From Their Sorrow
I Am Also Able Cure Myself From Sorrow.
But I Cant
"A Doctor Can Cure Other Except Themselves"

G.D Was Right Wad He Can Do Is Guide Me
Want Me To Face The Fact
End Of The Day Hopefully With His Guide Im Able To Get Cure
This Is Something Only Can Be Cure By Myself... Though Until Now I Still Cant Do It.
For The Past Few Time, I Keep Comfort Myself, Try To Think Positive
But Each Time I Just Cant Make It.

With The Date Of April Drawing Near.
Will I Be Able Survive From It?
If All Positive Ways Cant Work, Then This Time I Shall Used A Negative Way
And It Will Be On April Fool...
Dunnoe What Will Be The Outcome, But I Goin To Give It A Try...
Risky
To Release Months Of Sorrow All Out... Once And For All
To Feel The Pain Once Again, Hopefully After That I Can Be Immune...
~Using Poison To Neutralise Poison~
Yup This The Method...

Im Really Happy To See Friends And Working Partners Around Happily With Their Others
Just Hope And Pray For Them
May They Cherish Whatever They Have At Those Moment...
Shall Happiness Be There To Bless Them With A Happy Life...

Everything Shall Change After 1st Of April...
Survive This Gamble?
Haha, I Dunnoe
Really Dunnoe

~ Night ~

~ Hate Myself ~

2008-03-30T02:01:00.002+08:00

I Hate Myself, Really Hate Myself Deep To Core.

I Always Think I Understand "Me"
But Now I Just Felt That, I Know Nut About Myself
I Can No Longer Understand What My Dream
What My Goal
What Am I Anymore

First I Create A Blog For Nth...
At That Point I Never Update It
Now It Was Always Update Just For The Sake Of Venting
I Always Find Myself Alone When I Needed Someone To Share
Or Rather Even There Someone To Share I Tend To Keep Everything With Me
Here Is The Only Place I Can Trust And Really Say Out What I Wanted To Say

Yup Emo
Perhaps That My Gift And Cursed

Sometime I Really Wanted To Give Up Everything
But As A Human We Always Contriadict With Ourself...

Ppl Always Say Time Will Heal Wound That Cut Deep Within
Surely That It Fail To Cure For Some
After So Long My Wound Deep Within Still Seem To Bleed Silently
Putting An Act To Show Others "Dont Worry Im Fine"
But I Always Know Im Not

Dream I Always Wanted To Attain, Afterall Is Just Childish
~Unattainable Dream Is Always The Best Kind~
Always Think That Freedom & Trust Is The Most Important Element Types Of Relationship
That Why I Give Total Freedom And Trust To Others
My Friend, Brothers And Too
My Love

I Always Try To Give All I Can
To Trust Them Without Any Doubt
To Even Not Interfere With Their Private Life
And I Didnt Even Want To Gain Anything From Them

Someone Once Tell Me This
"Zg You Are Too Silly, You Give Everything Yet Didnt Gain Anything Back"
"Relationship Is Always Needed To Give N Take"
But Do You Guy Think I Really Care?
No I Dun... Even If I Didnt Take Anything Back, I Just Want To Give Whatever I Could
Just For The Sake The Others Were Happy. That All

Perhaps This The Reason Why Im A Failure To Relationship

Been Hurt Deeply, Yet Act Like Nothing Happen
Been Betrayed, Yet I Forgive And Forget
To Even Forgive Something That No Other Guy Will Be Able To
Maybe Im Out Of My Very Mind
~The Feeling Of Been Betrayed Hurt, But Betraying Is Even Worst~
For This Belief I Uphold, I Forgive

Life Is Just Like Pieces Of Puzzle To Form A Picture, Once You Lost A Piece Of The Puzzle
Your Life Can Never Be A Completed One. Challenge Of Life Is That How Will You Retrieve Back The Lost Piece Of Your Life

Saying Is Always Easier Than Done
Life Is Always A Joke, Someone Walk Into It, Have A Sit And Then Walk Out

For Quite A Number Of Time I Really Really Are Tired Of This Misery
Always Sit Down Under The Lonely Night Wanted To Cry Out Every Sorrow Within
But Stuborn Tears Always Fail To Flow Out.

A Tough Apperance Only Prove To Show How Weak The Inner Soul Can Be

And Later I Gonna Go To Graveyard And Pay My Respect To My Grandfather
Hopefully Im Able To See The Sign From The Sky
But The Gloomy Night Sky Deprive Me Once From My Hope

The Sign Will It Show Up Once For The Sake Of Me?

Wanting To Drink And Forget Everything
Yet Clearly I Understand That Drinking Will Only Add Sorrow To A BrokenHearts
I Was Once Told
"A Guy That Drink Can Never Be A Good Family Guy In Future"
Until Now I Try To Restrict Myself From Drinking
However Point Of Time Such Thing Cant Be Avoided
Ppl Treat Me Drink, I Drink But That Drink Was Never Finish....
Half A Mug Shall Be The Limit

May The Night Be With Me Till The Sun Rises From It Sleep
Shall Give All And Never Take
Staying In The Past Glancing The Dying Flower
Time Freeze That Very Moment Causing Movement Not Able To Achieve
Amen~

~Night~

~ Sorry... Guess Im Just Weak~

2008-03-29T03:25:00.005+08:00

Time Now Is 3.24am
Ya Cant Slp...
For The Past Few Day I Wake Up Around 3pm
Well Simple To Say I Sleep At 7am, That Y

Sleeping Late Or Rather So Early..
Guess Im Just Too Weak. Certain Thing Just Cant Be Forget Or Buried That Easily
Someone Or Rather My G.D Always Tell Me
"You Have To Get Up From Where You Fell"

When Every Close One Around Try To Protect Me
G.D He Always Pushes Me Out To Face The Prob I Try To Avoid
Haha, Ya That My G.D Always Do Thing Diff From Other.
He Think That Running Away Can Never Achieve Anything
Cuz End Of The Day We Still Gonna Face It. Just a Matter Of Time

Well G.D, Guess Your G.S Just Afraid Of Getting Up
The Moment Of Felling Down Hurt But Getting Up Hurt Even More.
Not To Move On From Then Was Just Afraid Of Falling Down Again

I Once Tell Someone This That Im A Very "Zi Bei" Person
Most Ppl Out There See Me As A very Confident Person, As The Ways I Speak To Others
But No One Know Im Just Acting To Be One
When I Talk To Others I Am Always A Diff Person
And That Diff Person End Of The Day Offended Alot Ppl
Yup Talk Like An "Ah Beng"... Like Wanting To Fight Someone
No That Not The Real Me

Then Why Do So...
Just Wanna Hide Myself, Just Wanna Avoid Communicate With Others
A Way To Protect Myself From Getting Hurt

But Nowaday I Try Hard To Convert Back To Myself
G.D Say:
"If You Still Refuse To Change, You Will Lose Everyone Around You"
Though That The Whole Point But After Thinking Thru
I Think I Shall Change Back To Myself

Alot Of My Friends Or Rather Working Partners Ask Me
"Hey Night How Many Gf You Got "
My Answer Always Shock Them As If I Just Said Something Real Real Real Wrong
Ya, Throughout This Life I Only Got 1 Gf And Only Go For A Relationship
Guess Wad They Always Reply?
"DUN BLUFF, Wad Your Age?"
My Ans "17"
Then They Will Like Shock Of Their Whole Life Again
And Tell Me All Sort Of B.S Of Their Life Experience
Come On Im Unique Compare To You Guys
Hahas

Hahas...
I Always Tell Myself That I Gonna Get Over It
Each Time I Say These To Myself The Next Very Min I Fail To Do So
Im Weak That All
I Try Every Mean And Way To Control My Emotion From Affecting Me
But Each Time Past Trigger I Will Like That It.

"Appearance Can Easily Hide One Emotion But Never Were The Eyes"
Yup My Reaction Always Manage To Hide My Emotion But My Eyes Can Never
Able To Notice That I Will Be Hurt By Past Is G.D
Though Each Time He Purposely Trigger That Memories I Acted Im Immune
But Each Time He Just Know

Well My Elder Bro, Second Bro and Even My Best Pal Another G.S Of My G.D
Always Try To Help Me Getting Over.
Appreciate Those Help But Guess I Cant Do It Afterall
The Thing Is With Me. Others Can Only Guide And Help Me Along
The Choice Is Still With Me. Yet I Always Refuse To Do So

"Though Tears Never Flow Out From Eyes. Bitterness Of Sorrow Is There"
I Never Shed Tears From My Eyes, Only From My Hearts
So No One Could Ever See My Sorrow

"To Be Blind, Numb And Hurt By Poison With It Antidotes Gone"
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As The Night Speak:

"Every Human Heart are Protected By A Open Door. When Someone Walk In And Hurt The Heart Within, It Shall Shut. Only With The Right Key Then Shall The Locked Door Be Once Again Open.Till Then It Will Remain Shut"

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Well Guess Im Afterall Weak.
Easily Be Bother By The Past Stuff...
Others Might Have Long Move Forward, Im Still Staying In The Past
Tired... Really Tired

~Night~

~ Final Fantasy: Crisis Core ~

2008-03-25T04:18:00.002+08:00

Finally ...
I Have Completed The Game Crisis Core.

If I Were To Rate This Game
It Will Be A Game With The Best Storyline
It A Really Good Game... So Far For Final Fantasy At Least

The Ending Were Best... The Main Hero Fighting One Group Of Armies
All His Memories Jus Flashes Back...
Like Watching A Low Reception Tv... And Every Memories Fade Away
The Last Memories That Faded Were The Memories OF This Girl Call Aerith
Ya... Fact Is I Almost Cry Watching This Game End...
I Know The Ending The Main Character Will Die...
But I Never Know The Ending Is Just So Touching... And

Sad...

Wing Don't Symbolize Monster, They Symbolize... Angel
Those Wing, I Want Them Too. It Feel... Good
---Zack---

This Is So Far One Of The Best RPG Game I Ever Ever Played
Love It So Much....

~Night~

~ 承诺 ~

2008-03-24T02:42:00.003+08:00

承诺
简单两个字，有着重大的责任。

许下的承诺，理应不该反悔。
但不是每个人都能办到自己许下的承诺。

山盟海誓的承诺，海枯石烂的诺言
看似感人浪漫，可惜那总是空白的

曾经许下那么动人的承诺
也接受过那样感人的承诺
可惜现实永远、永远
不能像童话故事有着完美的结局!
不能拥有像莎士的爱情情节

被承诺伤害的人，心似乎消失在冷酷的黑暗。
封闭的情感还有被解开的一天吗?

所付出的，不一定是所得的。
有人曾对我说 "爱人是痛苦的，被爱是幸福的"

遗憾我总是把他所谓的"被爱" 听成 "悲哀"
所以我听到的变成 "爱人是痛苦的，悲哀是幸福的"

甜蜜的承诺，可带给人一生的快乐!
一旦甜蜜的承诺变质，它就是一种可怕的毒药。
让人有的只是生不如死的感受。

世上的人、事、物
有利比有弊
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夜无情，月无泪

晚风唱着忧伤的歌

星星陪伴受伤的人

冷淡的夜

弥漫着孤独的气味
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~夜~

World Of Night

~ Journey Shall End Here ~

~ Not In Mood Seriously ~

~ Oh Well Too Bad ~

- Never Break-Down -

~ System.Out.Println "Inhuman" ~

~ Blessing Or Curse? ~

-- F.O.N --

~ Chinese 7th Month ~

~ 乱乱唱 ~

~ A Gift The Symbolize The God-Family Honor ~

~ You Who Make Me Who I Am Today ~

~ A Week Of Battle ~

~ Okay Okay I Slp Dun Say Im Stubborn ~

~ 沉默的 夜 ~

~ 累累累累累累 ~

~ 好冷喔！！！ ~

~ 自古英雄 难过情关 ~

~ D-force Mr 酷 ~

~ 我被偷拍!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~

~ 试问有几人了解少爷 ~

* 诸葛亮 与 司马懿 混合体 "毒死人" 少爷 *

~ Dream So Sweet Yet Never Will Come True ~

~ Cut Cut Cut ~

~ 伤声 ~

~ 情侣装 ~

~ 飞蛾 ~

~ 玫瑰花葬礼 ~

~ Dead Beat ~

~ 13th July A Day Where Zack Was Fully Awaken ~

~ Reflect Reflection ~

~ Fall For You ~

~ Insomia Insomia ~

~ Thrash, Rubbish.... USLESS ~

~ Knowing More About Zack? ~

~ Life ~

~ 镇光 镇光 ~

~Young Master Zack ~ 3rd Son Of Devil

~Young Master Zack Request~

~ Young Master That Got Nothing Left ~

~ Young Master Zack ~

~ Young Master Fall Sick ~

~D.Contract~

~ One Who Does Evil ~

做得到

~ Addicted ~

~ Emotionless Enlightenment ~

~ Tired And Busy Week ~ YaWn!~~~~~

~ 世界末日~

~ Lonely ~

~男人 女人~

~ Busy Busy Week ~

~ Phobia Of Coding >.< ~

!_Изолят_!

~ Someone Pls Just Kill Me ~

__Потерянный__

~ цель ~

~ 彼のため彼の自由を取り戻す ~

~ 人間は嘘つきである ~

~ 17 Turning 18 ~

~ Happy Happy ~

~ Silly Me ~

~ Theory ~

~ Regret ~

~ Imeem Hate Me ~

~ Ya ~

~ Record Breaking ~

~ The 13th Seal ~

~ Limit Breaker ~

~ What A Hectic Day ~

~ Reveal ~

~ Im Really Not Emo-ing ~

~ 镇光版 - 情非得已 ~

~ Emotion-Less ~

~ Moment ~

~ New Theme For Blog ~

~ Life & Fate ~

~ Midnight Hang Out ~

~ Some ~

~ No TCC Day ~

~ 沉默的夜 ~

~ 自古英雄难过情关 ~

* 诸葛亮与司马懿混合体 "毒死人" 少爷 *

~ 镇光镇光 ~

~男人女人~

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